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Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To become...my perfect enemy...
Wake up and face me, don't play dead cause maybe
Someday I'll walk away and say, "You disappoint me,"
Maybe you're better off this way


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Thursday, December 29, 2005

Yeah, so I can't update a lot anymore.

My computer doesn't let me log on to Xanga because it doesn't accept cookies. What the hell? Fagss...

 

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I'll try to update later with icons. Maybe not.

 

I miss Sadieee, too. <3


Sunday, May 15, 2005

www.xanga.com/sexxx__pistols

 

^^Go go go. I made my first layout yesterday... Took me fucking forever and no one cares but go look anyway. And give me feedback, bastards.

 

 

 

 

And if I swallow anything evil,
Put your fingers down my throat.


Friday, May 13, 2005

Does anyone know how to make a goddamn layout?

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Not updating much anymore... Some people know why...


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// ** Smiley Script +NEW YEAR+ Version ** // // (c)2003 by SeGae, http://www.xanga.com/SeGae3 // // You can use this code freely, as long as the entire script remains intact. // // WHAT'S NEW? // - WHOLE *44*NEW SMILEY // - ADDED *36*more SMILEY // - IMPORTANT TIP FOR USING THESE SMILEYS. YOU NEED TO PUT SPACE IN BETWEEN EACH SMILEYS TO MAKE THEM WORK. // - cross browser: it runs in IE, Netscape, Mozilla and Opera // - ready for the upcoming (beta tested) changes at Xanga // - clickable smileys, even for non-IE users, displayed in buttons // - customizable number of smileys displayed in three row // - customizable smiley button size // - easily adjustable: only two arrays to maintain // - preloading images for faster performance // - necessary adjustments made because of recent changes at Xanga // - made suitable for Mac users! // - runs only at the comment page for increased performance // HOW TO USE: // For use at Xanga only. Copy this entire code (including the script tags) // and paste in the Website Stats box at your Look and Feel page. Make sure // the previous version of this script (if any) is completely removed first. // // The script contains two arrays: "textSmileys" and "realSmileys". The items // present in the array "textSmileys" will be automatically replaced with the // corresponding images in the array "realSmileys". You can modify the arrays // as you see fit, as long as both arrays keep the exact same number of items. // // For example, suppose you want to add some smiley to the script... that would mean // in "textSmileys" you would add a shorthand like ":some_smiley:" or {somesmiley}, // and in "realSmileys" you would add it's url: "http://www.dude.com/some_smiley.gif". // // SETTINGS: // - "maxNumberOfSmileysPerRow": number of smileys that will be displayed in one row. // Smileys above that number will automatically be added to a new line. 10 by default. // - "buttonSize": size of the smiley buttons in pixels. 30 px by default. // // AVAILABILITY: // The script has been tested in the latest versions of IE, Netscape, // Mozilla and Opera (Windows 98). // function typeSmiley(sSmiley) { if (document.getElementsByTagName('textarea')[0].getAttribute('name') == 'bdescr') var editor = document.getElementsByTagName('textarea')[0]; else { var allTextAreas = document.getElementsByTagName('textarea'); 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"http://image.hanmail.net/hanmail/s_img/messenger2/web/emot/jim_s5.gif", "http://image.hanmail.net/hanmail/s_img/myd/web_mes/f_20.gif"); // *** number of smileys that will be displayed per row var maxNumberOfSmileysPerRow = 16; // *** button size in pixels var buttonSize = 30; // preloading images var preloadedImages = new Array(realSmileys.length); for (i = 0; i < preloadedImages.length; ++i) { preloadedImages[i] = new Image(); preloadedImages[i].src = realSmileys[i]; } var allTableData = document.getElementsByTagName('td'); var indx; var smiley; var replacement; for (var i = 0; i < allTableData.length; ++i ) { for ( var n = 0; n < textSmileys.length; ++n ) { if ((allTableData[i].innerHTML.toUpperCase().indexOf('TABLE') == -1) && (allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf('previewHTML()') == -1)) { indx = allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf(textSmileys[n]); if (indx != -1) { while (indx != -1) { replacement = ''; indx = allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf(textSmileys[n]); smiley = '' replacement = allTableData[i].innerHTML.replace(textSmileys[n],smiley); allTableData[i].innerHTML = replacement; } } } } } if (document.URL.indexOf('weblogs') != -1) { var smileyCollection = new Array(realSmileys.length); var smileyBar = ''; if (document.getElementById('htmleditor')) { for (i = 0; i < smileyCollection.length; ++i) { smileyCollection[i] = ''; } } else { for (i = 0; i < smileyCollection.length; ++i) { smileyCollection[i] = ''; } } for (i = 0; i < smileyCollection.length; ++i) { if (i != 0) if ( (i/maxNumberOfSmileysPerRow).toString().indexOf('.') == -1) smileyBar = smileyBar + '
'; smileyBar = smileyBar + smileyCollection[i]; } // add SmileyBar infoLink = '' + 'Smiley Script

'; smileyBarHtml = '
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' + 'USE THEM WID COMMENT!! =D ' + infoLink + smileyBar + '

'; if (navigator.userAgent.indexOf('Mac') == -1) { if (document.getElementById('htmleditor')) var obj1 = document.getElementById('htmleditor').parentNode; else { if (document.getElementsByTagName('textarea')[0].getAttribute('name') == 'bdescr') var obj1 = document.getElementsByTagName('textarea')[0].parentNode; else { var allTextAreas = document.getElementsByTagName('textarea'); for (i = 0; i < allTextAreas.length; ++i) { if (allTextAreas[i].getAttribute('name') == 'bdescr') { var obj1 = allTextAreas[i].parentNode; break; } } } } var obj2 = document.createElement('span'); obj2.setAttribute('ID','idSmileyBar'); obj2.innerHTML = smileyBarHtml; obj1.insertBefore(obj2,obj1.firstChild); } else { // alternative solution for the Mac for (var i = 0; i < allTableData.length; ++i ) { if ((allTableData[i].innerHTML.toUpperCase().indexOf('TABLE') == -1) && (allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf('previewHTML()') == -1)) { if (allTableData[i].innerHTML.toUpperCase().indexOf('(OPTIONAL)') != -1) { var temp = allTableData[i].innerHTML; allTableData[i].innerHTML = temp + '
' + smileyBarHtml; break; } } } } } } if (document.URL.indexOf('weblogs') != -1) replaceTextSmileys();
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