Hey.  I've wanted to release some depression into this useful xanga site for awhile now.
Since the past month, I became lazy.  Even w/ school and all.  I quit my job @ Gold Coast as well as in Las Vegas Athletic Club.  I still did my projects & homeworks.  Just after that I became so much like a sloth that my sister would tell me to get off my ass & look for a job.  Ah So! thats how I replied.  During the days after school I would just play World Of Warcraft.  An addiction I can't get off my back.  At night I would go out w/ my friends & party.  I wouldn't come home till around 6am & then have to get ready for school w/ no sleep.  It sucks to have that habit.  But then again it was fun doing it.  Very childish & selfish. 

And so. Just a week ago,  I decided to make a change.  Quit that dumb life sucking game I play. (WoW),  I found a full time job.  & decided to not procastinate on my assignments.  It's all been good.  But now it feels as if I have no life once again.  All I do now is Sleep, Eat, School, Work times a million times. At least thats how i feel @ times.  Even now as I type,  I am supposed to be catching up on sleep & wake up @ 12pm.  Damn full time jobz suck ass but then again i need the extra money.  I felt embarressed the other day,  I needed to buy a Typography Book & thot it was only around 20bucks, I had 30bucks on my pocket.  So i took the book & Cash register rang it.  There was a cute girl behind me.  "Aright that will be 42 Dollars"... . . . complete silence i could not look back, I said o i will come back.  heh. Shows how much  i slacked.  I know that i could just ask my sister or parents for money.  But I'm already 19.  I shouldn't have to be bugging em for cash.  I realize ill be 20 by december..  Fuck this mang,  I need to be responsible.  I will be.   Now back to reality.  Sleep for 2 hours is good enough for the new day.  I want to go to this Job fair they have in School for Art institue of Las vegas!!! gonna dress nice!!! pucker up my ass & look good for the interview.  After that i get to go to my Illustration class and have some fun distorting my friends pictures.  Well I hope things turn out better by next month.  Until then PARTY ON SATURDAY @ THE STRIP BABY!!! WOOOHOOO MY DAY OFF FROM WORK/SCHOOL!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAA. hehe
thx for reading.