Well, I was looking through some old notes and what not, and I found a slip of paper given to me by Reuben in Sec one or two just before EOYs. Hope it helps anyone who needs it.

PRECIOUS PROMISES

I am so worried about this particular subject

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, and with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” ~ Philippians 4: 6-7

My mind cannot concentrate during revision

“The steadfast mind Thou wilt keep in perfect peace, because he trusts in Thee.” ~ Isaiah 26:3

I am physically and mentally fatigued

“Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” ~ Isaiah 40:31

There is no hope for I am too far behind to catch up

“Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Saviour and my God.” ~ Psalms 42:5

I don’t understand what this is all about

“If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.” ~ James 1:5

I’m too nervous to think properly

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” ~ John 14:27

What will my results be like?

“Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.” ~ Psalms 37:4

What if I don’t get the results I wanted?

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.” ~ Proverbs 3:5-6

Till 121108,

Thank you to everyone who's wished me :)

I was honestly left dumbfounded yesterday. Thanks to those three idiots (yes, that’s including you Boyfriend)

Well, it all started out one fine day where four idiots had lunch at Fish and Co. Mid way, two had to make a trip to the restroom, which was ridiculously long. I, being the paranoid one, started to suspect. (And I really thought they went to the HINT HINT shop!) But to my dismay, both came back with an absurd excuse that they lost each other while going to the restroom. Adding to my disappointment, they told me the shop had closed down. So yes, I was devastated.

A few days later though, I was looking through the inbox of an idiot and one message read “…call me now and don’t tell satay!” It was sent on that fine day, and at about the time the two “visited the restroom”. Right then, I assumed something was going on.

But as the days went by, no one brought up the matter, and I gradually began to forget.

Till 12 Sept 08 came.

Two idiots were waiting for my arrival in my classroom. Leaning on a piece of brown furniture, they asked me to sit with them. I did, and received a huge card with many scribbles on it, and a bag of top-up beans. Their first mistake at that moment? On the card, a scribble read, “…use the beanbag well satay!” They then proceeded to carry the brown furniture out of the classroom, which left me confused as to what to do with the top-up beans.

But an idiot signaled me out to go out of the classroom. I got up, made a right, and viola! They lugged out the piece of brown furniture and sang me a birthday song. I was flabbergasted. Not because they thought I thought they forgot about my birthday (which I didn’t by the way), but because they gave me something that I had been wanting for a very long time. Just that, it was WAY much bigger than what I had in mind.

And this is where they started to tell me all about how it began. From the visit to the HINT HINT shop, to the day both of them dumped me for dating at the time I was at rock bottom (though I still had Boyfriend!) to collect it. But really, I.was.dumbfounded.

Then I suddenly realised. I was going to take the public bus home. But God had blessed me with angels in disguise.

As the clock struck twelve, I ripped open the wrappings, lugged the beanbag in front of the television, and started to watch television programmes. In due time, my phone began beeping away.

Since it was already 130908, it also meant that I could finally unlock the “door” and read the content of my “most hugantic and ginormous card I’d ever received in my whole life”. And I must say, thank you so much. I love you too :)

The day was spent sitting around on my beanbag, taking my own sweet time to do some amath. There was also the use of computer and watching of more television programmes. And not forgetting celebrating with the family.

Though I know the day is incomplete, I'll leave the rest to God

I’ve got friends who

La la lie

Will help me pull through

La la lie

La la la lie

Hmm, I don't where to start.

Results were horrid, but nonetheless, I'm grateful :)

Walked to KAP with Xueqi to get some last minute logistics.

Worship, sharing, games.

Saucyyyyyy. Yeah okay, we wasted and threw away a lot of sauce.

*Pours ketchup onto someone’s hands

“EHHHHH WHY SO MUCH!”

*Tilts her hands and the sauce plops onto the floor

Thanks ah. Really.

After receiving hugs from Kim, Enqi, and Cheryl, I reeked of  mustard. Ew.

Mass game was.. BUT OMG! Triplets reunite :D 

Hahaha, I was eeh, evil enough to make Sardine go all the way up to the art room, search that section of the level, before telling them they were too high up. Then, as they were walking towards the sports comm, they decide to turn back and walk towards the carpark. And just as they were about to reach the guard house, I told them they were getting too far. And in the end, they lost 3 of their group members at the sports comm. -________-

“EH WE FOUND SALAD!”

“Okay now to find our group members…”

But it was fun.

Okay, so as everyone went up to shower, most of the prefects and SLs stayed back to clear up. Kudos to those cleaning up the bamboo courtyard! Yeah, Xueqi, Grace and I resorted to rags to clean ONE section of the bamboo courtyard. It was so tiring, but in the end, we just splashed water all around and attempted to sweep them away into the plants/drains with whatever we could find. Mops, dustpans, sweeps, window cleaners/wipers (?!)

Sigh, we even had a timekeeper to tell us what time it was so we had enough time to CHANGE, and not BATHE.

Saw Boyfriend while clearing up! :D

Dinner.

DIVYAAAAAAA!

4D's 10 mins preparation before campfire. Yeah, 10 mins in total.

JIAAAAAAA! 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6!

PEER TUTORRRRRRRRR! A A A! :D

I LOVE YOU HUSBAND!

JASMINE!

ASHLYN!

XUEQI!

JIAAAAAAAA!

23/31 of 4D :D

The fireball was fail. But expected. It was pretty though.

I swear the sparkler game was dire to the Earth's atmosphere.

Though 4I’s one was pretty spectacular,

BUT STILL!

Video screening. Sigh.  

40 kg worth of cake.

“Omg Michelle! The cake’s as heavy as you!”

“BUT I’M ONLY 36KG!”

Packed up and got a lift back from Bindy. VERY MUCH APPRECIATED :D

Looooooooooongest Day was good.

Hm.

And sometimes I wonder, how two-faced my friends can get. Friends. Ha, the irony of it all. I really am lost for words. I just hope that, well. I don't even know what to hope for.

Sigh.

Two words.

Disappointments; surprises.

Well, I guess if some things aren’t meant to be, then they aren’t meant to be. Do I regret any of this? No. No I don’t think I do.

Collum. Sigh Cheryl, and that wasn’t even an English paper. Well, it was rather amusing running up to your class twice, only to find out you weren’t there. And well, vice versa. But thanks for the card :) If you ever read this and are wondering, no I haven’t opened it yet and am handling it with care.

Longest Day. Sigh.

Tomorrow seals it all. No apologies, no regrets.

I need to get through this.

Come what may, I want to run.

Wake up calls

Rushing around the familiar place

Leaving in a flurry

Silent laughter

Amazed at the tranquility

How often can we experience this

Bashful laughter

Questions fill the air

The knowing of them not knowing

Long lasting

The mystery of time

Reminiscing about the past

Blistered feet

Soaked in icy cold liquid

The pain lasts just a few moments

Making choices

Which of more importance

Friendship and future

Unspoken fears

With one staring right in the face

Afraid scared terrified

And I sit here

Very much afraid

Of what the future holds

Of His plans

Curled up

To the comfort of music and such

A crystal trickles down onto the tear stained pillow

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