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Currently Listening MTV Unplugged [Live, 1994] By Bob Dylan see related

OMG

my new ringtone is

dont fear the reaper..isnt that fantastic?

yes i know.

k well friday nighttt i slept at jordan's house. yayyyuh. we went shopping for her CALIFORNIA "toiletries" and what-not. hah. and we were gonna buy a portable dvd player for her 6 hour plane ride.

but that didnt happen.

so then we stopped at arby's. yumm.

ok this is jordan in the car with her mom.

jordan: "mom"

jordan: "MOM"

jordan: "MOM!"

jordans mom: "what?"

jordan: "SHUT UP IM TRYING TO THINK"

20 seconds later..

jordan: "great, now i forget what i was going to say"

hahaha it was EXTREMELY entertaining.

so then we went home

ate ben & jerry's and watched clueless..yeah i would say thats a good way to end the night

so then i woke up around 10 and found jordan somewhere downstairs.

then we had french toast.

then we sat around

lazily

and watched Jason X..

then i got picked up.

funnnnnnnn day with jordayyyyyyyyyyyyy!

she's leaving to california on Monday for a week!

so everyone tell her how much they love them.

now im gonna do a survey

that i stole from josh

thanks josh

and i havent done a survey in..

forever.

so yeah.

YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: Jesse
[x] also: i dont really have any good nicknames.
[x] sex: female

[x] my first breath of air: May 10th

[x] age: 14
[x] status: single..and looooking
[x] occupation: none at the moment
[x] nationality: oh man, im a BUNCH of things

____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory from this year: i couldnt pick just one. i mean jeez
[x] worst?: falling down the steps 5 times at kayla's haha. no im jp but thats the only thing i could think of hahahaha it was funny though i was having difficulty
[x] first word uttered: ball...hahaha i just asked my parents. i was such a lil' tomboy
[x] first bestfriend ever?: like real bestfriend? clint and ari.haha

 ____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: im undecided. i have a few in mind
[x] future resident of: idk..
[x] wedding: a big one in a church
[x] children: yess
[x] looking forward to thanksgiving: oh def. yeah i love my cousins
[x] NOT looking forward to: idk. im pretty optimistic

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: full. i just ate dinner.
[x] Listening: my dogs barking. maybe i should let them in?
[x] doing: this
[x] craving: milk..hah
[x] thinking of: everything. i think..A LOT
[x] hating: nothing.

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: satisfying
[x] first love: haha nobody like..for reeeeeeal.
[x] current love: no one.
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] best love song: idk what its called.
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: no way hosea.
[x] when love hurts, you: cry? im keeping josh's answer
[x] true or false - all you need is love: false
[x] have you ever been in love?: nope
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: i dont think so.

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: hair,sweet and sincere. smart. i like being able to talk to a guy and he's not like "what doest that word mean" or something. so smart.
[x] turn offs: cocky guys. ewwwwwww 
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: yeah a lot

[x] what kinda hair style?: mm. like long..but not tooo long
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: suprises. i loove suprises. and calling me and just saying hi in front of his friends. thats cute

[x] where do you go to meet new people?: um. i dont have a specific rendezvous
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: yes def. haha noooooo

 ____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: long
[x] innie or outie: outie
[x] sunshine or rain: sun
[x] moon or sun: moon. its preeetty
[x] basketball or football: for me..basketball. guys..footbal
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: kisses
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 bestfriend

[x] bf/gf or best friend: I want my bf to be my bestfriend

^ i totally agree with josh on this one so i altered the gf..to bf

[x] tv or radio: TV
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: starbucks. on account of i have no idea what jama juic is
[x] mc donalds or burger king: burger king
[x] summer or winter: def. summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters. they are cuter
[x] playstation or nintendo: i dont really care. but i have nintendo 64 somewhere that go A LOT of use
[x] disney or nickelodeon: disney. nickelodeon became gay. it used to be cool
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: dance. i cant sing. haha
[x] freak or slow dance: def. freak. haha no im jp slow dance
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: dogpile thank you very much 

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: you bet
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: def. falling down the steps like 34454500 times at kayla p's with laurenso and alicia haha
[x] what are you scared of?: um. bugs. yeah sounds gay but i HATE them. but i never kill them. andd im also scared of some movies. and some bridges.haha shut up.
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: i dont reallly know. probably citenzship award for school? haha wahoo
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: a sturdy one? haha i dont really get it
[x] do you like tomatoes?: ehh. how are they served?
[x] how many TV in the house?: 6
[x] how many phones?: 6
[x] how many residents?: 3
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: a bagillion
[x] last dentist visit: not too long ago
[x] last doctor visit: idk. im going this week.
[x] last phone call: jackie called me like an hour ago. but i couldnt get to my phone in time. haha i like tried to run really fast up the stairs but i tripped.

haha ok so thats the end.

SARAH LEFT

EDIT 7/17

today i went to josh's

and it was loads of fun.

first we just hung out with his brother and his brother's girlfriend.

then they left.

then we went to his room

and listened to music

and talked and stuff.

and i took a new profile picture for him.

and then we went downstairs

and ate pizza

and cinnamon cake his sister made

it was really good

and then we watched good will hunting

and thennnnn

i beat him up

the end.

haha it was a lot of fun though and i love his family

wahoo

pictures:

josh's old cool galactic wall paper that i fell in love with <3

victorrrrrrrr! hah one of the three cats josh has. not including the 8 dogs

josh and his monkey

he sure does love that monkey

aw josh's new profile picture. whata hunk!

haha i took one before that and he's like whats wrong with this one and i was like your one eye looks bigger than the other and hes like nah uh and then he zoomed in and hes like oh wow yeah. hahah it was funny.LAUGH.

Currently Listening Guero By Beck girl..the like 1/4 of the song we listened to in the car today (josh, conor, christine) see related

hey people

today was amazinngggg

around one christine, conor, and joshy came over.

we chilled a little, jammed. you know how we do.

hah

then we went to my cousin's and swammm

hah it was soooo much fun.

then we came back to my house.

watched tv

talked

took funny pictures

that i PROMISE i will put on tomorrow.

and then conor left

but me christine and josh ordered pizza

and we ate

and watched tv

then we turned out school of rock, yo

and then christine left

and then me and josh continued school of rock

and we made up

a handshake that i think is the coolest handshake ever invented on the planet

yeah it was awesome we showed my mom

she thought it was pretty cool

then josh left like a few minutes ago

now im going over to christine's for the night

we are gonna watch scary movies..

hurrah!!

wahoo im soo happy i got a chance to hang out with them today

and then in the mornin we are gonna go cell phone shopping

and then the other half of the dancing dolphins (josh and conor) are going to her crib

yeah man

dancing dolphins for life

haha i love you guys sooo much today was SO much fun

ill edit with them pictures tomorrow.

haha wahoo!

I love the Dancing Dolphins. <3

hey dudes

so friday i went to the moobs with kelly, de, and kayla smerdon. we saw dark water. man that is SCARY shnit. holy hell. but anyways those girls are AWESOME so it was TONS of fun!

then yesterday i woke up and did chores and shnit. then i cut the grass. which i love. yeah i know, im weird. and then guter came over. and then we picked up ginnifer and troy. and we went to Sports Fest! we saw a lot of people that ginny and guter knew from their old schools. it was a lot of fun i met a buncha people. then we met up with alexis, maura, whitney, and meg. ahahahahaha lmao maura almost got into a fight with this gangster kid. it was me troy maura and whitney and maura was like dancing..or i dont really know what she was doing but she spilled water all over this kid. and hes like "wtf, are you doing!" "why are you getting me all wet" hhaha he was pissed "YOU GOT MY KICKS WET" lmao hahahahah so then we just walked around and watched the bball games. oh and we also saw ward and bobby..getting into their car lmao that was funny guter so we ran over and talked. and we also sawwww macri, morgan, jon kave, zuber, and ginny and alexis's aau people. so very fun.

today im going over to the marx residents. cause mrs. marx is having this little partay and my momma's going so im gonna go over and swim! wahooo!!

and im also gonna attempt to straighten troy's hair. haha pictures of that later.

comments maybe? yeah im not gonna update for awhile. sooo..is 40 comments too much? yeah well its summer i wont update for awhile, you'll have time.

Currently Listening The Everglow By Mae see related

hello all

well today i went to volleyball conditioning.

we were worked to our bones.

some girl threw up thats how bad.

yeah, gross.

but then after that lovely morning, guter's stepdad picked me and marielle up

and took us back to the guter residence.

well, first.

we watched mean girls on lauren's very damaged portable dvd player.

just the funny parts.

as in "almost too gay to function" and "your momma's chest hair" hahah

thennn we took queer pictures

ate

watched bruce almighty

ate

went downstairs and danced for like ever

not like for real dancing

like retarded queer dancing

yeah you all do it, shut up

then we ordered pizza

(with "cim-cinna-CINNISTIX") as lauren tried to tell dominoes over the phone

and while we were on the couch watching bruce almighty.

i thought the couch was wider.

but it wasnt

and i fell off

and i think i like fractured my elbow

cause there is like a lump there, and its def not supposed to be there.

haha.

so then we went downstairs and danced queerly again. but it was funnier that time

cause we tried to play darts. hahahahahaha

and then we went back upstairs

before, we were home alone for a little

and we went up in guter's mom's room. and her mom has this long ass hallway in her room

and we ran

and then did a flip onto her mom's bed

super fun

k anyways

it was a lot of fun cause when yoru with marielle and guter

you always piss your pants

then i came home and wnet to my game and we lost to a SUCK ASS team by one which bites

but ill live.

tomorrow im going to a photo exhibit with my mom

its paul mccartney's wife's pictures of famous rockstars

(hendrix, beatles, stones, etc)

should be amazing.

here are some pictures from the wonderful day at the guter's residence:

wow, that was an adventure under guter's bed. we found candy land, shaving razors, and freaking pop tarts

serious face, retarded hair

lauren stretching her nimble, piano-playing fingers

something funny, perhaps?

bad aim, lauren? hahahahah oh man lmao

bitch, i can fly

dont ask, it was VERY amusing at the time

lmao, lmao, lmao. ok there was a BIG ass bug on the window so lauren decides to PUNCH the window and the wooden frame cracked and fell off. haha and we just left it there.

how interesting, eh?

but i may conclude

it was ultimatley a very fun morning/afternoon...

..fasho

i love you so so much mike!

edit.

today i went to the exhibit of Linda McCartney's 51 black and white photos of rock legends at the Allentown Art Museum. It was amazingggggg.

while i was there we walked around for awhile and i got a chance to take some street photography.

from the exhibit...

k..sooo leave more comments..i mean come on

i love you sooo much mike!

k i would like to share with you answers that included me in bre's survey

.: x xanga nerd-  Jesse
.: x funniest-  Jesse
 .:x on road rules or real world- Jesse or Emilia

haha. i would love to be a real world participant. and it never really hit me that i am a xanga nerd. thanks for the reality check, bre! hah. im jp,i love ya bre.