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Name: Patz
Country: United Kingdom
Metro: London
Birthday: 11/10/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: sneakers, bape, PSP, japanese fashion, playing piano, drums, percussion, all kind of music instruments, hook on the net, ebay, shopping, swimming, basketball, volleyball, clubbing, dancing, break-dance, cooking, drinking, talking, laughing, sleeping, skiving, chilling, watching (telly+movies)etc...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
2/16/2003
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| I'm Legend !!!!!!Ok... this is v. weird!!!! last week when i was talking to Ken on MSN, talking about me home alone, sometimes i do talk to my dog Nicole... since she's such a good listener and she's always loyal and never response! so i can say watever i want! then Ken said... have you seen I'm legend? you remind me of Will Smith! answer is NO, i've not seen I'm legend yet!!! he told me i should see it!! then i thought ok.. when i go china, i'll get the DVD... see how much do i act like will smith in there...
This morning... 1st time ever.... i went to gym at 6am!!!!! for whole hour 6-7am... I WAS THE ONLY ONE in the gym!!! anyways, stayed til 9 then went to work... Whilst at work.. i was telling Bor I went to gym at 6... i was the only person in the gym for whole hour. then.. instantly she said.. 'hv u seen the movie 'i'm legend'? haha u remind me of will smith u're just like him LOL only person in the gym, what the fuck' makes me wonder how much do i actually like will smith in I'm legend! I'M DYING TO WATCH I'M LEGEND NOW!!! I'll buy the DVD TONITE!!! | | |
| End of FreedomBeen living alone in H.K seems kind of nice.......too used to living alone in UK, but HK- pretty much never! well, never for this long! without parents for 3 weeks feel pretty gd besides I've more responsibility like make sure I dont mess the whole flat up... make sure Nicole is fed twice a day and make sure I clean her wee wee and poo poo and MUST take her out for a walk when i finish work no matter how tired i am!!
besides all that..... i get to drive daddy's car.. haha.. well, Im such a cheap ass.. i dun wanna put any petrol in.. and the tank seems to be close to empty.. lol.. will have just enough for me to drive to airport to pick them up and drive home...
other than that... if i needa take the car out.. i needa spend some $ to buy some petrol! lol....
1st experience driving somewhere far apart from airport...
last sunday, was dying to drive somewhere far away from home... decided to drive to Stanley for dinner...
on the way to Stanley... i was kind of abit of a chicken shit... those damn roads r sooo tight and tiny... too many hidden curves.. i was shitting myself when a bus suddenly pops out from these hidden corners when i was turning too....
took kind of long to get there... then.. bloody hell.. what happened to my all time favourite place? hardly ANYONE there... not like the old stanley i used to love anymore.... it's completely empty...
havent been for like 2 yrs or something.. but OMG... IT'S A DEAD PLACE!!! v. disappointed!
should of gone to Sai Kung instead...
had a curry meal there... it was pretty nice...
and haha... unbelievable... took me over half an hr to drive to Stanley .. due to some traffic jams and stuff..
but on the way home... OMGGGG... from Stanley to Homantin... just under 20mins!!! even drop Jess off... 20mins I've already parked the car! cant believe how fast from Stanley to home... must say I'm pretty gd hahha... less than 4 mths license... even Jess said i dont seem like one.. hahhaha...
back in the old days, going by public transport.... it'll take at least a good 50-60 mins to get home....
dont think i'll ever go by public transport again.... i'm falling madly in love with driving!!!!
fingerscross, dad will let me take his car out when he comes back...without him being inside the car!!
I've gotta tell him I've been taking his car out so often while he's away! hopefully he'll gain more trust towards me! hahha...
I'm gonna persuade dad to change his car!! since he always wanna get a sports car!!! is the time now!!!
currently I want an Audi R8!!!! he will prolly piss himself when i ask for that! bet he'll prolly make some excuse... we cant get rid of this car yet... since your bro is still studying in UK, we'll need a bigger car to carry his luggage when he returns!!
aiiiya....i just gonna have to earn my own money or win the lotto!!!
must take the car out on Saturday before they come back.... just in case dad will not let me drive his car alone from the moment he returns..
WHERE SHOULD I GO?!?!?!?!?!
I wanna take Nicole to the dog park, but I cant go alone with her..she wont sit still in the car... i'll prolly crash the car if i'm driving alone wiv her!!!
been talking so much shit! i really should b asleep... but duno y.. i dun wanna shut my damn eyes...
i sooo NOT enjoying the working life.... gotta wake up at 8.... and is 117am now... i wanna call in sick!!! damn it!
ok... stop shit-talking now! nitenite peeps.x
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| FINALLY! another entry!FINALLY FINALLY! i remember my xanga still exist!
and FINALLY, Valentine's Day is over!!!
no more dates reminds me of Fish.. the last date we planned ahead was v.day... so now that day is gone... I'm glad... no more further day will reminds me of him that we've made plans for those days...
I feel sooo bloody relief!!!
these days, since i finally have a job... i dont think of him as much.. in fact, I'm trying to open my eyes wider...
realising... there's other guys in this world.. also exist... although.. i've not met anyone who gives me butterflies..
but at least... there's a couple of guys i'm interested to 'LOOK AT' in my boring days...
starting to think.. I should start a new blog...
this blog seems to be tooo OLD, and i feel I'm a new Patz.... should start a fresh new blog.. to represent the new PATZ...
i should make some plans for that...
is v. weird... since i broke up wiv fish in Oct, i've realised.. so many other people i know, or kind of know... or juz know them by their name... all broken up the same time or pretty much around the same time or not long after...
is it like a break up 'high season'???!?!???! from OCT - JAN??!??!?! i wonder....
people and my mum always always say to me... the old one doesn't go, the new one wouldn't come...
lets hope so too.. i'm looking forward for the new one to come!!!! juz the matter of fact, how much longer do I needa wait?!??!?! will that be longer than 3 years?! lets hope not! i dun have that many 3 years to wait before i'm feeling far too old to have a bf!
speaking of V.day, working in Central... seems like a competition place on these special occasions.. flowers constantly delivering to the office, flowers flying around on the streets, couples holding hands, holding flowers walking...
is like if you dont receive flowers on v.day (in central) ... you're 1 sad loser!!! well, that's what i felt.. i guess..
perhaps... last couple of years... i've received flowers.. this year i didnt...
feel kind of sad and lonely when i was leaving work... heading home.. flowers were constantly in my face... couples were in my face... i was all alone... thinking.. will this happen every v.day from now on?!
but again.. v.day is juz a normal day... but i guess central... is more like a 'la-la-land' ... people mostly r competing wiv each other without showing it... who wears better outfit, better handbags, better shoes, better coats... so... therefore, i was thinking .. will that be ladies... sending themselves some flowers on v.day?!?!?! i wont be surprise if there's !!!
Mum and Dad's been gone to Auzy and NZ, for 2 weeks already... I'm home alone with my lovely dog Nicole..
feel amazing good coz parents are not around, i feel i can do watever i want, although, i've not really done anything besides the normal things like watch tv, play piano, go online, eat, sleep...
best thing is... I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY.... can drive dad's car... well, he didnt say i can drive his car...
but he also didnt say i cant!!! and plus the fact, he asked me to drive them to airport and drop them off...
1st time in my life.... drive in a car ALONE... so i took the car home from airport ALONE!!!
felt amazing!!! coz dad's not next to me.. he's normally constantly bla bla bla on and on.. watch out... slow down.. dont get too close.. go closer when u reach traffic lights... constantly bugging me....
so while he's away... i've been taking his car out 3 times in the last 2 weeks..hahaha... although.. dun really needa drive in hk, since i live right in the heart of hk... but hell yeah.... make the most of it... while i can...
time to sleep... i'm up far too late today!!! is 406am... best catch some sleep..gotta go gym!! not been for 1 week!!! paid too much money for that gym!! must go when i wake up!!!
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| It's his birthday! Happy Birthdayit's fish's bday on the 14th! I really dont wanna remember this date! but it's been in my mind almost everyday! waiting for this day to come and go pass my life mega fast... so aint no longer another date which bothers me...
thinking of a way, how can i spend this day without thinking of him?
I really dont wanna know what he's gonna do for his bday since I'm pretty sure he'll find a way to have fun...and perhaps.. all I have in mind is... he's found a replacement to replace what I was gonna do with him...it's someone else now.. who spend his bday with him.... 1 thing I'm sure is... this chick wont make the cake I made for him last year.. lol...
I've learnt from this previous relationship... should never ever 'plan ahead' of what you gonna do.... coz if you do.. what if shit happens... you cant do what you planned to do anymore.. will only disappoint/upset/hurt you...
I really would love to wish him happy birthday... but I know I shouldnt...
so i wont... and i know he doesnt read my xanga... so I can just say 'happy birthday' to him in here... so he wont get this message!
He didnt wish me happy birthday on my birthday... and i know he remembers my bday..but just chose not to say anything to me... but deleted me on facebook on my birthday... lol...
so i shouldnt say anything back to him on his birthday either...
it's been sooooooooo silly of me... when i was walking round the shops... i've seen some stuff I know he'll like it... i've even have the thought .. if he's still my bf, I will buy this for him.... wanna see his smiley face when he sees it..
really silly of me... i shouldnt even have those thoughts anymore...
maybe i do care about him far tooo much...should start care for myself instead...
I should treat him as 'he's dead'... he doesnt exist in this world anymore... perhaps... i might start to care less...
I really hope this year will be the last fish's birthday I'll ever remember...
lets hope so....
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