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  • calorie intake: 1400 it's too late to puke

  • maybe I should just...stop talking to people, just to see if anybody will actually notice or care. cause I definately feel as if people hate me. oh and I had dinner. that was THE most food I ever had sitting in front o…

  • aha! I didn't give in! over the whole challange, I've been maintaining....but just recently, it's certain that I got up to 151. soo technically, I lost again. blegh -tired-. I'ma go get some leep for now...just felt li…

  • fast today. started: 8:00am 1/20/06 finish: 6:00pm 1/21/06 fast hours: 34 edit~ aaah...hehe the pain of hunger hurts so bad, yet feels so good. everytime I feel like eating I can't bring myself to...because now I have m…

  • welp I was dumb today and ate lunch....attempted to throw it up but couldn't because I barely had any time to. I went to the restroom later during class (as soon as I possibly could...)and finished the job though. I do…

  • alrighty...I went to a party today and ate all this stuff...mainly apples, but atleast a handful of popcorn, and the equivilant of a slize of pizza....and a couple pringles. but I made two trips upstairs and purged most…

  • welp last night I was supposed to fast...but I spent the night at my friend's house and they had pizza. BUT! not all is lost. I went upstairs and puked up the pizza :D but later I had a muffin...oh well I don't know wh…

  • sorry for not updating...I've been really busy with school stuff. good news, I've been eating healthy bad news, that's also known as being a fatty I haven't been able to weigh myself recently so I have no idea what wei…

  • I'm baaaa~aaack this weekend was fun... I went to my friend's house. didn't eat a THING! even at the movies! <3 but then they took me out to eat.... and I had nachos... (er...it was a mexican restaurant. what am I …

  • alright so here's what today brought. I didn't eat a THING up until dinner. see, I walked to my friend's house and assumed that I would be able to go home and say I ate there. Of course, they kinda forced me to stay and …

  • well, I haven't been eating well lately, but not binging either. so I'm still stuck at the same weight. so I was thinking of f a s t i n g today and getting in a really good w o r k o u t to try and break past thi…

  • just to let you girls know, right now on E!, there's a show. sexiest celebrity bodies. it also comes on aaat....either 8 or 9pm. (second half of it) thinspiration? I think so ------ anyway, so I ate a bunch of ce…

  • that's an icon I made just now...I just kinda got bored is all. use it if you feel like it. just give credit where it's due :) intake: B: nothing L: nothing S: celery- negative apple slices- 50 cals soy crips- 100 ca…

  • WHOO! so I slept through breakfast, now I'm gonna casually make a hot pocket and throw it away in my room. the scale reads 146, man! that's another two pounds!!! YEAH BUDDY!!!!! t h i s t o t a l l y r o c k …

  • The starving artist; who starves the body, but feeds the mind and soul. welp last night I eneded up stuffing my face in the last five minutes of 2005, in a sort of attempt to 'stock up' for today. today beeeeing....n…