Ok is not fair saying I hate university without giving a reason.

Back in  Mexico I was in a private american university, I lived in dorms, I studied communication sciences, I played tennis, I went to the university matches, I really loved it.

Right now I am in an European university and I live in an appartment with my fiance. People at university are just too serious and when they think of hanging out they think about smoking a lot and drinking.. th ings I never really appreciated. I studie filming, because I love films, I love being amazed... but I also grew up with mexican and american cinema and not much of european, here when they talk about cinema I don't get half of what they are saying, I don't have thier background and it seems is the only thing they can ever talk about, they never discuss sports, nor politics, nor nothing!

I could change major, but my dad puted a deadline to  his economic help for my studies and july 2002 is the last month I am getting money from my dad...so now I have to hang on this last year to get my diploma so I feel really traped, I used to like university but I have began hating it.

Luckly I have the appartment that I can call home and where I feel safe and good, and I have Patrick.. but I need more than an appartment to feel good and I need other people besides my fiance to share my life with... I am considering doing some volutiring, I did that before and it really helped when I felt down but my damn schedule is so creazy that I don't even have time for volutiring nor sports nor anything else besides cinema studies.....

On a brighter side the house is doing fine, Patrick is working really hard with it and we will have some reinforcement on the 15th that is when the entrepreneur is fianally bringing his people over to work on the building part...