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you come back out of nowhere
i beleive what you say to me
even though deep inside you dont care
i beleive you even though i know you lyin
you even told me i wasnt the only one cryin
i do try to let it go cuz its for the best i must admitt
but you come askin me why im actin so distant
so dont blame me if i feel what i feel
ill respect you more if you just keep it real
i hate it when we all close on the phone like we all cool
but then i dont even exisit to you at school
you make me look bad in front of yo boy
but wen hes not thur 4 u im the one 2 make you smile and bring u joy
i guess im blind for feelin like this
your one of the reasons why i just cant focus
i admitt i stare cuz he have somethin i dont
but do you tell him we have late night talks on the phone
if you aint got shit for me please just leave me alone
you make me look like im always the bad guy
but deep inside we know whos tellin the lie
so stop wit the bullshit tryin to make it seem like theres hope
cuz you fuckin wit my mind and it aint no fuckin joke
i dont care if you hate me or give me an attitude
cuz between me and you we both know whos tellin the truth |
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| WUTS GOOD EVERYBODY..OBVIOUSLY IM NOT GOOD..SHIT FIRST I GO TO SCHOOL AND SEE MY REPORT CARD AND I GOT 2 F'S AND THEN IM MISSIN 18.5 DAYS INCLUDIN THE DAY I MISSED YESTERDAY WHICH WILL COME UP TO 19.5...SO THAT BASICALLY MEANS IM EXED OUT...BUT GOOD THING I GOT THESE DOCTOR'S NOTES BUT I DONT KNOW...IM SCARED I MIGHT GET CAUGHT CUZ IT LOOK SO FAKE....I JUST GOTTA TAE THAT CHANCE...CUZ I JUST WANNA GRADUATE...IT SAD I LET MY MOM AND EVERYBODY DOWN AGAIN....AND THEN ANOTHA REASON THAT GOT ME PISSED IS NIGGAZ MAKIN COMMENTS AND SHIT WHEN YOU AINT EVEN TALKIN TO THEM..AND THEN THE PERSON YOU TRYIN TO TALK TO GON ACT LIKE SHE DONT KNOW YOU...IT WAS A SIMPLE QUESTION...ITS LIKE SHE WANT ME AND HER NIGGA TO FIGHT....SOMETIMES YOU JUST DONT KNOW WHOS DOWN...AND WHOS FAKE THESE DAYS...SHIT CUZ IF YOU GON BE ALL CLOSE WIT ME BEHIND YOUR MANS BACK...THEN WHY NOT IN FRONT OF HIM NAH MEAN... WE R JUST FRIENDS RIGHT?...SHIT WHAT EVA HAPPENED TO JUST BEIN STRAIGHT FORWARD...IT WASNT LIKE I WAS SPITTIN GAME ON YOU...I JUST ASKED YOU A DECENT QUESTION...SHIT!!..IF ANYTHING GOES DOWN SHIT I CANT BLAME YO BOY...I BLAME HALF ON YOU CUZ OF THE THINGS YOU DO AND TELL ME AND HALF ON ME CUZ I BELEIVED THE THINGS YOU SAID...CUZ I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT...BUT SHIT I JUST GOTTA CONTROL IT CUZ I CANT LET SOMETHHIN STUPID LIKE THIS GET BETWEEN ME AND THAT DIPLOMA IM TRYIN TO ACCOMPLISH...WELL YALL IM OUT FOR NOW...AND TOO ALL THEM FEMALES FUCKIN WIT A NIGGAZ MIND...YALL NEED TO STOP THAT CUZ I HOPE KARMA HITS YALLL...AIGHT THEN YALL STAY PIMPIN NOW!!! |
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| wuts poppin yall...damn im so tired and i didnt even go to school today just stayed home and did some homework...i think im tired cuz of work...man they be tellin me to do too many things...shit im only a dishwasher and i be cuttin meat, sweepin, moppin the flo, fillin bottles wit soy sauce, cleanin the tables and shit...man im a dishwasher not no fuckin janitor yah heard me...the money i get isnt even worthed...shit i only get like 120 a week...well theres this filipino party my mom wants me to go to...its like a party for filipinos...i wanna hit that bitch up but i got work on saturday...aint life a bitch...i wanna quit so bad but i cant cuz i wont have money...damn mad filipno hoes prolly gon be thur...havent mack on one in a hot minute...im not too good wit them VIET girls...cuz they think i dress too BLACK...ha3 wellfinally goin to school tomorrow skipped for the past 2 days..well thats all for now yall...ill update lata aight...well holla at yo boy...stay pimpin |
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| ey wuts up everybody..its been a while since i last blogged ..so hows everybody...as for me im doin aight i guess..just still skippin...cant beleive i havent learned my lesson yet i guess...but yea i gotta do this and graduate so i can get the fuck out of hur...hate this place but theres only 2 reasons why this place is aight....is cuz i got real homies ova hur yall know who you are...and that special girl...even though she AINT MINE she makes me kiind of wanna stay hur and try till i win her before i go to bootcamp... that girl just dont know how much i wanna prove her wrong...but its her choice nah mean...like ppl said "ITS YOU WHO DECIDE YOU WANT TO BE WIT AND STAY IN YOUR LIFE" so i guess i cant force her nah mean...its all good though...cuz im happy right now...just excited bout graduatin...imy homegirl anna made like 30 copies of doctors notes so my absents r gon be excused...ha3 thats wuts up yah heard me..cant beleive seniors get out early as fuck...we get out may 17th....ha3 thats like a day before my bday....ha3...well yall ima let yall go cuz i gotta go and do my homework yah heard me....ha3...aigght then...yall stay pimpin for me...holla |
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| Okay Phillip I dunno what to do with your xanga right now... so let give me time to think and I will get back to you okay?  loan |
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