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  • pikaboy: so you're going to Panama?pikaboy: how long will you be there?pikaboy: will you be online?pikaboy: who will I talk to?pikaboy: will you be blogging?pikaboy: WILL THE WORLD END?!

  • Tiffany is going to Panama tomorrow. for missions. MISSIONS. Lord help the Panamanians see Christ through this battered, messy soul.God has been very, very good. I just wanted to note that for the few loyal readers I…

  • Pastor Aaron taught me from scripture that it is Jesus who was sent to proclaim freedom, to release the oppressed. It is God who calls upon Himself to bind up the brokenhearted. I am supposed to let Him do that. I alw…

  • the past is being rewritten in my head. everything i thought i once knew is being doubted and reanalyzed. i did not go into work again today. my boss wants me to see a therapist so i am looking for a Christian one. s…

  • There must be more than thisO breath of God, come breathe withinThere must be more than thisSpirit of God, we wait for YouFill us anew we prayFill us anew we prayConsuming fireFan into flameA passion for Your nameSpirit …

  • i have lost 10 lbs.10 lbs!not having a scale, i had to make use of my nysc membership just to weigh myself. it was the first time i had visited the gym in months and i didn't even work out. i'm now the same weight i wa…

  • Jacqueline: KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED BY MOM/DAD, ME AND GODhave i told you that life is bizarre? oh right, it's written up in my header.Yesterday I went to my parents' to have dinner. I hadn't seen them in awhile. My d…

  • it seems horrible nowit will be betterit gets better with each passing momentdaymonthtrust mepeople told me the same thing, like the void of lonelynessand now here i amattachment freea little too much so, but nonetheless…

  • my friend lola has this quote on her facebook: God gives incredible stories to people who will tell them.well Lord, if anyone will be telling stories to others, it would be me. give me please, some amazing experiences. …

  • i don't cry. i stare at the pain, the sadness that runs so deep. i stare at it and i ponder over it. i accept that it's there but i don't allow myself to experience it. i think about it as a curiosity. i think about…

  • goodbyes and hellos

  • On the contrary, Conceptualists try to govern their impulses and bend them to their will by consciously evaluating them and analyzing them, which effectively kills them in the process.fact: ray and i were great friends…

  • i'm dying.i woke up this morning, read excited emails from my film crew, and my heart immediately sunk back into pain. my wrinkled clothes do not quite match today and my hair is not drying quite right.the shootout week…