| | Hey xanga peeps... again its been a hella long time since i last updated. i guess i have gotten lazy... I started culinary school its pretty cool. new friends and all...well i should say friend. the others changed and really wern't the kind of people i like to be around. my friend there...she's cool. although she talks about ur boyfriend and exes ALL the time. And we are partners in class. but every time i ask her a question or just talk to her she gets so mean...and makes me feel like an idiot. she gets so defensive and freaks out about small things and then when she gives me attitude, and i give it back to her, she acts all "i was just saying...jeez" all serious. i don't get her sometimes then during breaks and lunch she is completely different. i like her better outside of class besides the exes and boyfriend things...ugh but whatever...i wanna go to a hookah bar...i wanna go out dancing with my friends...Alex gave me a ring and necklace for our anniversary. it was so cute how he gave it too me...he says he really really really wants to marry me...it kind of scares me but i know that i do to just not yet. a part of me is afraid because i don't have any good examples of a good marriage in my life and part of me feels like if we did get married in the future we wouldn't last and end up just being bad...i wanna believe that it wont so bad but i cant block it out. different topic...my dad is doing his cousin...hella hella hella nasty. he called me telling me he was gonna kill himself...freaked the shit out of me. my mom's girlfriend Toni has moved into our house and it has been hell since. michael moved out and we have called the cops on her twice. my mom wont give her up and doesnt care how i feel about it. i wanna move out and i think once i graduate i will...which is in a few months...march. oh alex and i are going on a trip to Disney world Florida in April...hella exciting! just me and him! i have been really broke, so broke i can barely pay for food and since theres like never food at home it kinda sucks...i cant afford my gym membership anymore and i feel fat...i know i gained weight so i am just gonna graduate then work it all off...theres no point trying to stay fit in culinary school. that sentence is kind of i don't know what the word is...hypercritical? no...conundrum? is that even a word? i dunno its just a silly sentence...it doesn't make sense. I have 2 jobs now both with whole foods but different stores. San Rafael bakery i do customer service then in san francisco, literally behind my school Portrero hill and i get to do production there which is baking and all that fun stuff. i like it, i get to be in both worlds! okay thats all for now! loves!
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| | Posted 11/14/2007 1:46 AM - 16 views - 0 comments
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