I am: sometimes easy going, sometimes high maintenance.
I think: I will be spending my birthday celebrating something else and then doing something alone later that night.... bummer. :\
I know: there are things we will never fully comprehend.
I want: to work through some of my issues once and for all, already!
I have: the best fiance in the world. :)
I wish: I wasn't in debt and had more money for my wedding.
I hate: that members of my family won't be at my wedding when technically they could if they really wanted to. :(
I miss: my best friend Kimmie.
I fear: the death of someone I love. It has never happened to me and I don't know how I will react.
I feel: the pressure of less than 3 weeks to finish all the wedding planning.
I hear:
a lot of talk and don't see a lot of action backing it up sometimes.
I smell: cantelope being cut up in the kitchen.
I search: my soul looking for solutions.
I wonder: if I have what it takes.
I regret: the loss of some friendships over the years and distance.
I ache: after only 20 push ups...
I care: more than people could ever know.
I always: enjoy a good cup of coffee.
I am not: a push over. I don't always do the nice thing because I refuse to be taken advantage of.
I believe: people are human - just like you and me.
I dance: less than I used to.
I sing:
at the top of my lungs when I am in my car by myself.
I cry: vary rarely at movies, but only at the movies that somehow find a way to touch some deep buried wound in me...
I don't always: do the right thing, say the right things, think the right things...
I fight:
with Chad more than I should.
I write: posts most of the time that mean nothing anymore because my real thoughts and feelings have been trampled by inconsiderate people.
I win: arguments rarely - usually I am the one to blame.
I lose: weight to make myself acceptable to others and myself.
I never: have done illegal drugs in my entire life.
I confuse: myself sometimes, and in turn confuse others.
I listen: to what people are trying to say when they aren't talking.
I can usually be found: at my computer.
I am afraid of:
being left alone someday.
I need: assurance about things I should already feel secure in.
I am happy about: my life right now and the next few years to come... :)
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Pic of the GINORMOUS Cantelope we got today!!!
(My future mother-in-law holding it)
True
Lifetime
