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I want to run away. I want to start running and never stop. I need to get away. Run away from my house, my family, my life. I want to run away, but I guess I'll have to settle for screaming.
I miss God. I miss religion. I miss church. I miss fellowship and worship and praying. I miss my friends and my pastor and my life. I miss it. I want it back. Somehow, though, I don't feel like I deserve it. I'm a bad k…
BLAH! Work officially sucks... and so does Christmas. Christmas pissed me off this year, but that's because my family doesn't get along so much. We have been labeled "disfunctional" by the rest of the family. Joy. Work…
Love love love love love love love love love! I'm in love! I'm in love because right now my life is so great! I'm in love with life! Love love love love love love love love love! Have you ever just felt the need to …
Thanx everyone. I have been given this massive decision to make. I don't get more than two choices. I am afraid of the reprecussions of my decision, but I can't always live my life in fear. Whatever I choose to do, it w…
Yeah... yeah that was me. I "failed yeild the right of way" which is what FatCopMan told me. I don't like FatCopMan. He kinda sucks a lot. Oh well! That'd be one of the first incidents in my life where I was at fault and…
Do you ever think about your life? Just sit around doing nothing but letting thoughts and past memories run through your mind? I did that. My past is bitter... some of it was good. My present is pleasing. My future is un…
I've had a lovely week. Sorry I haven't posted in a while and ublar sorry I haven't come to see any of you in forever. I've been busy with work and school and final projects. I've decided that school is dumb... I don't r…
I feel extremely good right now. I’m in a mellow mood. Not really caring about anything, not really worrying about anything. I like not worrying because, usually, I worry like crazy. I feel good. It’s good. I just wish w…