| | BollocksAsian Studies - 100 (A+)
Honors Chemistry - 80 (B-)
AP European History - 95 (A)
Honors World Literature - 91 (A-)
Heh. Instead of going up 5 points in Chem, I dropped 5. Awesome.
So prom.
As of right now, I'm pretty sure I am not going. Why not? I
don't think I really deserve to go. I don't deserve a
break. Hell, I might as well be taking a break right now.
I'm not trying my hardest, and I have no one to blame but myself.
Now it may appear that I'm being overly critical of myself, and I could
be. But yeah, I don't deserve any time out for frivolous
activities.
Another reason I'm starting to suspect I don't want to go to prom goes
back to the whole, "There's nothing here for me" idea. I mean,
why should I even waste my time? As long as I live in the South,
I can never be truly completely happy. Not to say that happiness
lies in the North or the West, but I have to go see. I might not
be happy staying at any one place for a long time. I might end up
wondering the world one day. Who knows?
And the girl thing? Yeah, whatever.
I've figured out my problem in the hurdles. I don't want to hit
the hurdle. In fact, when I run hurdles, I'm more concerned about
NOT hitting the hurdle than geting a fast time. Then I always get
frustrated, even though it's really my fault. In the past, I've
always seen hitting the hurdle as some sort of major failure on the
part of the hurdler. So I always spend to much time in the air,
and lose running time on the ground. Hang time is bad. Very
bad. Well, it's time for that bullshit to stop. I need to
run a 45 at Carrollton. I NEED TO.
And what the fuck is up with you creationists? Seriously.
This whole, "existence sprang from nothing," is damned annoying.
You can't create something out of nothing. Also,
non-existence can't exist. THAT'S WHY IT IS NON-EXISTENT.
Something can't and I repeat CAN NOT exist and yet not exist at the
same time.
As much you want to trace everything back to a nice and easy starting
point, where everything sprang from nothing by God's hand, that's NOT
the way it works. Existence is infinitie with no beginning or
end.. FACE IT.
Anyway, I'm about to go to sleep right now and wake up at 5:30am to write this Lenin essay for AP Europe.
So I'll holla at you all later.
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