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Thursday, November 08, 2007

Realizations

 
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So today I was at track practice, on the sidelines (because I have no physical), and I got to thiniking.

About everything.

I hate math.  Almost with a passion.  I've been able to get by in it.

Unless something dramatic happens, I'm gonna be a History major.

Ever since I was little, I wanted to come to MIT and be a Computer Science major.

Now I'm here at MIT, and I'm realizing that being Course VI won't work with my goal of going to law school.  Any law school that I want to go to anyway, simply for GPA reasons.

This is assuming that I could make it through the math required for Course VI without wanting to shoot myself, which I doubt, since I'm terrible at math.

So history.  I love it.  I loved it so much that I ended up taking every history class my school offered by Junior year.  I think it's partially the reason I love quiz bowl so much.

Regardless of this fact, I always shied away from history as a major.  Not because I didn't like it, but because of that childhood dream that just doesn't work with reality.

So the current plan, I won't have to take a math class beyond 18.02, I'll have my history with a dash of political science, and everybody graduates happy.

About being a humanities major at MIT.....meh.  Not gonna bullshit, I feel a bit strange about it.

It's almost like getting a steak at Waffle House (which are delicious, btw).

It's just that, I'm the type of cat who goes to places for their speciality.  For instance, whenever I go to Waffle House, I always get a waffle.  Maybe two.

I know I have time until I have to declare, but it's just that I'm very purpose driven.  I need to have a purpose to work for, otherwise I'm just this aimless thing.

So after this realization, I've been ridiculously happy.  Which begs the question: What's gonna make me unhappy?

Wait.  Never mind.  Meeting with TA tomorrow.  I've never been comfortable in one-on-ones with authority figures and the like.  Especially when it's because of my sucking.

Also, totally taking 6.00 for one of my REST classes.  You didn't honestly think I would leave here without taking a comp sci class, did you?

Be serious.
 Posted 11/8/2007 2:03 AM - 3 views - 2 comments

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History major! Awesome! Don't worry about getting a humanities major at MIT - it'll be strange, but you'll be doing what you love, and doing it at MIT. Holy crap! And who knows, dreams change. Maybe you will do comp sci. Maybe you won't want to be a lawyer anymore. Or maybe you'll do both. Take control when you can, but let life lead a little too ^.^ Also, average GPAs at MIT pwn good GPAs at other schools, and schools know this. Don't reject what you love because you're afraid of how the numbers will turn out. Maybe you'll find a whole new direction in life.

Glad you're happy today, though. Yay good grade in calculus!
Posted 11/8/2007 2:41 AM by Hunter '11 (site) - reply

History major ? Well, if you like it and it works fine to enter law school later, why not ? ^^
Posted 11/8/2007 4:10 PM by Isshak (site) - reply


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