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Original: 12/14/2007 5:31 PM
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Friday, December 14, 2007

 It doesn't help matters that I completely despise nearly everything about myself.


I should probably be on some sort of medication/drugs.

The concept of needing drugs to function properly disgusts me.

Though it's probably better to function properly than to do what I'm doing now.

Caldwell doesn't seem to have it so bad.


Aside from the mental breakdowns every five years.
 Posted 12/14/2007 5:31 PM - 3 views - 1 comments

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Hank, seriously, we're a lot alike, and less than a month ago I was where you are now. I hated everything about myself, thought I should get medication and/or therapy (probably still true), felt like I sucked as a human being, etc. And it is hard to function. I felt like sleeping all the time or just watching TV. It's hard to get through.

But you can do it. Keep your eye on the prize - survive finals and look forward to 6 weeks of happiness. Try again, refreshed. Take less classes if you can't handle the load. Go out and meet people. I'm trying a bunch of things - switching halls, hopefully getting into ESG (which looks good on many levels), etc.

Don't wait for it to happen. That was my mistake for too long. MAKE things happen and have no regrets. ('cause if you're anything like me, you look back and keep kicking yourself for things you can't change)
Posted 12/14/2007 10:36 PM by Hunter '11 (site) - reply


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