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i'm stretching but you're just out of reach,
you should know i'd ready when you're ready for me.
and i'm waiting for the right time, for the day i catch your eye
to let you know that i'm yours to hold
yours to hold, by skillet

breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
this air is blessed, you share with me
this night is wild, so calm and dull
these hearts, they race from self-control
hands down, by dashboard confessional

so i won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure.
there's no need to complicate, our time is short.
this is our fate, i'm yours.
im yours, by jason mraz

i don't mind, i don't care, as long as you're here.
go ahead and tell me you'll leave again. you'll just come back running,
holding your scarred heart in hand. it's all the same.
and i'll take you for who you are if you take me for everything,
and do it all over again. it's always the same.
all the same, by sick puppies

well it makes it easier to know exactly what i want
with my hands open, and my eyes open,
i just keep hoping that your heart opens.
it's not as easy as willing it all to be right,
gotta be more than hoping it's right
i wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it,
collapse into me, tired with joy.
hands open, by snow patrol

if i don't listen to the talk of the town, then maybe i can fool myself.
i'll get over you, i know i will. i'll pretend my ship's not sinking.
and i'll tell myself i'm over you, cause i'm the king of wishful thinking.
the king of wishful thinking, by new found glory

come to the treasure you who search, and you'll search no more
come to the lover, you who want, and you'll want no more,
and all you who labor in vain, and to the broken and shamed
love is here, love is now, love is pouring from His hands.
love is here, by tenth avenue north
( i love this song :] )

i cannot live, i can't breathe, unless you do this with me.
the adventure, by angels and airwaves

and i'll taste every moment and live it out loud.
i know this is the time,
this is the time to be more than a name or a face in the crowd. 
i know this is the time, this is the time of my life.
time of my life, by david cook

update :]

oh, i need you now. the earth fell fast asleep.
this room is safe and sound
will you lay here with me, and feel it
good day, by angels and airwaves

(honestly, the most amazing song in the world)

so i'll waste these nights for a while,
but i'll be holding on to you forever.
and this is where my heart is cold and torn
as i hear the words you're saying tonight,
i'm falling for them every single time.
roses and butterflies, by making april

i will never tell you this, but i'm scared of falling apart.
it may seem like i'm holding it together,
but the weather is making it hard.
the minute i met you, by new found glory

i'm the one with big mistakes, big regrets, and bigger breaks
than i'd ever care to confess.
oh but youre the one who looks at me and sees what i was meant to be:
more than just a beautiful mess.
you are everything, by matthew west

i've got a long list of things to say
but i'll leave it at, you amaze me.
the way we talk, by the maine

well things have been getting kinda heavey these days,
trying to figure out which road to take.
there's many decisions to be made
and the only time i feel okay is when im in your arms.
from the second i wake up, by valencia

leave some looove :]

don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything but,
i'd go through hell for you,and i haven't been this scared in a long time
and i'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine
a bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
this world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me.
going away to college; blink 182

cause when I looked into your eyes, and you dared to stare right back,
you should've said, " nice to meet you, i'm your other half."
the best thing; relient k

when you smile, i melt inside. i'm not worthy for a minute of your time.
i really wish it was only me and you. i'm jealous of everybody in the room.
please don't look at me with those eyes.
please don't hint that you're capable of lies.
i dread the thought of our very first kiss, a target that i'm probably gonna miss.
first date; blink 182

but basically, we're both in love with you.
i'm just a dog-eared page you turn back to.
where's the place for me, when we're both in love with you?
you said the distance would make a difference, but it didn't.
dog-eared page; the matches

cause people change. can't you see my eyes.
are they not the same after the lies?
i know i'm like a machine. but i still have dreams. i know one day we will...
sleep for days. come over, come over.
i won't make the same mistakes. come over, come over.
i'm dying not to hurt you. in our dreams, we can be complete again.
one day, robots will cry; cobra starship

and i'd give up forever to touch you, cause i know that you feel me somehow.
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be, and i don't want to go home right now.
and all i can taste is this moment, and all i can breathe is your life.
cause sooner or later it's over, i just don't want to miss you tonight.
iris;  goo goo dolls

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im back! update:

you were a song in my head, the warmth of the sheets in my bed.
a story forever told, but never old, a warm arrival never left so cold.
don't blink, don't close your eyes, but most of all don't apologize.
song in my head; sherwood

tonight i'm staring at the moonlight,
tonight i'm wondering how this could've felt so right.
and i could say it was a good time, but i can hardly say a thing.
he's got you right where he wants you, right where he wants you.
middle of the night; sherwood

and there are things that i don't have the patience for,
and when i go to my room i leave an open door, cause i can't stand to feel alone
and when you come around i'm feeling more at home.
and for the longest time, i couldn't love her to save my life.
for the longest time; sherwood

i'm carrying our dreams across the sky to another city where the future lies,
for you and i to be, in perfect harmony.
i can almost hear that song behind your eyes,
and i'll fall asleep to that distant lullaby.
home; sherwood

a twist in the plotline, a demand for a call, the loss of attraction.
and i'll tell you the worst part: you're exactly the way that i thought you would be
so i'll staple the last call. cause i'll move away, but i'm never ready to leave.
never ready to leave; sherwood

but i can fall asleep tonight if i can make it home by the daylight
when i recall the times that i was left alone,
'cause in the glimmer of your eye, i begin to see myself in a different light.
a different light; sherwood

and as i look i see the cracks below,
and i see myself fall into them, and i see what i've been running from.
and i just don't understand how you're gone. how could you do this to me?
i've seen lovers dance, and i was under the impression
that you felt the same way, too
the wordless; cinematic sunrise

i thought i'd hold out for something more but i cant wait.
don't hold your breath cause i'll be gone in the morning.
these city lights have become more than i can take, and i want free.
so let's set the record straight, everyday is a storm that's waiting to strike,
every night is a dream, but not real. life is not what it may seem.
diaries; the higher

a made up romance, my soliloquy will read.
i know i'm lost again, my timing's off again,
because something lacks in your passing eyes; it's lust and libido.
why give up this oppourtunity? give it a go and maybe you will see.
so take a chance and it'll be alright, and that's all you've got to go on
sunrise goodbyes; houston calls

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honestly, ive been really busy lately. i am really concentrating on school. i will update every now and then, but i know it won't be every day. i'll do what i can. thanks. love and peace. :)