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Love is when u miss him
even before he leaves when you
could listen to him talk all night and
never get tired of hearing his voice
when the sound of his name
sends chills down your spine
and you see his smile
the second you
close your
eyes
Aww my baby left to Colorado, i miss him so much already. im not gonna see him for like 2 weeks, sucks butt i know. im lost without my other half. last night was fun though. me & michelle went up to starbucks and i got my beloved caramel frappucino. then we walked over to best buy & were havin so much fun in there lmao. we saw Sam from my school & his friends. then came home & tried to watch dirty dancing but fell asleep so that didnt happen. i woke up at like 12 today ((i told my mom i would lol but she didnt believe me)) then just lazed around doin nothin then i started to get bored of doing nothing so i totally redid & cleaned my room i must say it looks badass. i started that at like 4 and didnt finish till 11 damn lol my room was so messy but it looks good now and im happy. aww yay my aunt & grandma come in tomorrow night im so happyy. im gonna ask my aunt if i can borrow her snowboard because yuppers im goin to colorado to snowboard with justin & his family when they go again. well ima go holler at my pillows cause their callin my name lol so is the movie i didnt watch last night so later.....
2 more days till Christmas!!!
4 more days till my baby & mines 6 months!!!
<3 I love Justin <3
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when people you don't even know hate you, that's when
you know your the best <3
I know i am truly blessed. so is Justin we both are. lets just say friday night was not fun. went to a birthday party got super drunk off of shots of straight everclear ((dont ever drink it)) and left the party drunk in a car. we are both lucky we didnt hurt anyone or get hurt. i know im blessed and will never do anything as stupid as that again. my parents know to because the next morning i was so sick i felt like i was gonna die, i almost passed out right in front of my mom. i am in some shit too. but their more thankful im ok. but yea it was a terrible night, me & justin were fighting cause we were drunk and it wasnt fun it hurts everythings ok between us cause we knew we were not in our right mind. but it sucks that it had too happen. i dunno i jsut wanna say dont ever drink & drive i got lucky this time, and there wont be a next time cause i learned my lesson. but im about to go to church ill write later.....duece
3 more days till my aunt & gamma come!!!
2 more days till winter break!!
<3 I love Justin with all my heart <3
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The only fights I wanna have with you
are the "I love you more.." fights <3
This weekend has been great. Friday i jsut chilled with my hunny. then saturday slept in a little then helped my moma with her yard decorations for one of my fav holidays Christmas. and her yard looks GREAT. then i went with Justins mom and sister Amanda to first colony mall and omg the parking was ridiculous there was no one to park but finally after like 45 min. we found a decent spot. then went shoppin. it was fun then i ate Thai food at Thai cottage for the first time and it was actually really really good. then we went back to their house and got in comfy clothes to take a nap but then Justin and his dad got home and wanted to go to sun & ski sports for ski stuff and all us girls got kinda mad lol we finally went though. but im hopefully for sure gonna go with them skiing in colorado over spring break!! woot woot. then me & justin came back to my house and hung out. then today we went to church and then to chuck e cheese for their cousins party and omg me him and amanda had a blast lmao it was so fun. all the games are only 1 token now so we were like huuuuuh lol. then they dropped me off cause i had CcE which i ended up not goin to sooo i finished my homework. and then justin and amanda came over and gave me my christmas gifts since their gonna be leavin soon ((tear)) and justin gave me this beautiful denim jacket with fur on the collar from hollister & amanda gave me a 100$ gift card to american eagle. so justins gonna take me shopping on tuesday. i love them so much. I cant wait to marry that boy he means the world to me the best thing thats ever walked into my life! i dont know what it would be like without him. but i love him and his family to death! but g2g duece
like 15 more days till my gramma and aunt come!!!!! ((its been a year since ive seen them!!))
yay
<3 i love my baby!!!!<3
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uhh finals start this week, can it get anymore gay?
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Lets sip hot chocolate and sit by the fire and be the winter romance everyone wishes they could have.
Im pretty pissed right now!  so there was supposed to a basketball game that we cheered at today and we had to be back at school at 4....well i get there ready and everything and this coach tells me they cancelled the game and its like almost 4:30...so im thinkin why the F*ck hasnt anyone called me, i will give the benefit of the doubt that they did cause me phone messes up sometimes but still noones tried callin, so chyea im pissed. cause because of that i got bitched at it was so gay BUT on the bright side i dont have to do stupid cheerleading yay i can have a life tonight....i think im gonna go ice skating at the galleria fun fun. omg then today we took the bio. dca and i thought i was doin good and i hoped i was doin good but no i failed that shit and now have to take my bio final more gayness, but on the bright side of that i got ALOT of my late work turned in so maybe now my mom will hop off! school just blows!!! cant wait for the break.....but chyea ima go now gotta get ready for tonight,duece
<3 I love my Justin <3
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| I remember the first time that I really looked you in the eye
I was thinking to myself, there will never be anyone else
chyea schools gettin a little frusterating....im behind in alot of my classes and i doubt i can even exempt because ive missed so much school because i was sick so it sucks butt. but next semester will be better fo sho.....i dont even feel like doin my work i duno whats wrong with me part of me wants to get it done the other doesnt cause im so pressed for time , its pretty frusterating....other than that ive been good though, i just cant wait for the summer. or xmas break because my aunt and grama are coming and i havent seen them for a year so im excited!!!! aww my boo's gonna be gone for almost 2 weeks ((tear)) his lucky butts goin snowboarding in colorado...but they might go again over sping break and im probably goin to fun fun, any way im gonna go im bored...ill holler later
<3 I love my Justin <3
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