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Name: Jennifer
Metro: Honolulu
Birthday: 10/8/1988


Interests: mushy slow jams, writing, caramel fraps, singing in my room, liquid eyeliner, inside jokes & memories, letters, cheesecake, star-gazing, playing in the rain, *him.


Expertise: intense bitch mode, natural high, being random, unperfect perfectionist.

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Member Since: 9/14/2004

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Saturday, January 08, 2005


just cry me a fucking river, build a bridge & get over it.


Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Saw Meet the Fockers with Gee, Tracie, & my brother. Ahh, think I'm spending way too much time with them. lol. But yeah, the movie was pretty good. We ate at KFC. yummm. Then cruised at fun factory..then headed to the theaters. Had some Jamba Juice after. Then went to Long's..just because. Saw Sarah there & talked to her for a bit. Thanks for the 10 bucks! =] Then went home. Here's some more pics. hahah.







Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Went to Ala Mo's with Tracie, Jionna, & Tyson. Was alrite.. Here's some more pictures. =]

my house




Ala Mo picture booth

pearl city dunkin donuts





Wednesday, December 29, 2004

HAH. Went to the shopping center with Jionna, Tracie, & my brother. Had some good laughs. =] Came back to my house & took silly pictures!

me, tracie, & jionna @ my house...122904.











Thursday, December 23, 2004

This is a stick-up, you aim your gun,
Up against the wall I hold my arms high.
No escape, the pain has won,
I close my eyes &prepare to die.

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I love you to death, but it hurts too much.
I can't keep it in..
The pain, the cries, &emotional rush.
You promised forever, but you lied.
You made my world crash down &collide
50 million tears I've cried each night for you
In the dark, alone...
My soul is numb &cold,
Call my name &reach for my hand;
Save me from this unconditional lonliness.
I look in the shattered mirror &see the broken pieces of me;
My eyes red where grey bags are visable,
I see my reflection, but I feel invisable.
Take this knife, slit my wrists,
&watch me die silently;
I crawl on the floor, bleeding violently.
Now take the gun &aim it at my chest;
This is my last request,
This is the only way to kill the pain;
Then leave me lifeless in the pouring rain.

(C) JENNIFER COLOMA. =]



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