hmm ok so I haven't written anything on here in wow almost a year . . . kinda forgot about . . . well not really just haven't really been able to write anything poetic (which I what I use to use this for) since last summer . . . I duno maybe I lost my inspiration . . . or maybe I just got too emo for my own liking (cuz we all know I'm the biggest non-conformist conformist out there . . . stupid emo kids).  Probably the biggest reason was the one person who I knew read my blogs stopped talking to me so I figured why keep writing, but then I opened my email today and saw that she had written something and I figure eh why not write a comment back . . . whats the worst that could happen  . . . she could hate me slightly more? . . . so I wrote something . . . felt wierd like I was nervous . . . odd how someone who you use to talk to all the time and shared everything with so long ago can still leave an impact on ya.  Still not sure exactly why we stopped talking . . . I'm sure I screwed everything up somehow  cuz lets face it . . . yeah I'm that good.  Oh well who knows maybe she'll leave a comment on here and maybe we'll start talking . . who knows in this crazy world.  Sure I could just be getting my hopes up but what do I have to lose?

Hmm so I'm sure everyone else could care less about that so I'll move on . . . Camp.  So I have been working at the office working on the Staff Applications that come in: organzing and entering them into the staff database.  My favorite part is how I'm not getting paid . . . yeah I said it . . . I'm "volunteering" my time . . . since at least the begining of April . . . cuz Steph (camp director) isn't allowed to pay me compliments of good 'ol Aunt Linda.  Don't get me wrong I love Aunt Linda, but I wish camp would get the money it needed to get things done.  Cuz if I wasn't in the office "volunteering" my time then no staff applications would be entered and nothing would be in the Staff Workbook right now.  Steph can't get out of doing office work yet for whatever reasoning.  I think in about a week or 2 she'll be full time camp.  I just wish Camp wasn't the red-headed stepchild of the Union Mission.  Everyone thinks it takes 15 days to get camp ready for the summer and wonder why the pool isn't open during pre-camp . . . well duh give me a month and a half and it would be.  So appreantly Brian is suppose to be helping Tom starting the 15th  of May . . . I hope I get included somewhere in there and no get started the 1st of June just cuz I'm Assistant Camp Director and am only taking care of more of the planning aspects of camp verses being solely labor intensive like the 2 previous summers.  Oh well it's not like I get much say about it anyway.  Just gotta find Linda and see if I can stay out in the Sheriffs cabin again so I can at least save on gas . . . which is always awesome.  But just so people aren't all like "wow sounds like your camp sucks" here are the positives so far:

-we have 8 senior counselors and junior counselors for all the girls weeks ( means we have a full camp)

-we have 5 senior counselors and junior counselors for all the boys weeks . . ish ( means we have 3/4's full camp)

-we are going to have a nature class and a trail behind the cabins that will lead to it (Nick Frost and I's project)

-we know have control over what we spend money on with having to get Linda's approval for everything (YAY)

-we have over 60 applicants as of today and I can't wait to send acceptance and denial letters for pre-camp

-Camp gets a new computer to use in the back.  So we don't have to rely completely on my laptop this summer, which is cool.

-all the grass is mowed now so I won't have to first weed-whack the grass at the barn because it's too high for the toro!

ok I'm tired of this ranting . . . todays not gonna be a good day . . . I can already tell