i was wrong.

i still want to die now.. haha
yesterday at work, they made me clean tables, sweep the floor, and wash trays for 5 hours!! id rather work in a restaurant.. at least id have a bigger pay doing the same work...............oh well..

but then the party was great.. i got home at about 12:30am.. i have to post pictures.. but its in my bros digital cam.. and i wouldnt get a hold on that camera until after a week or so... theyre leaving today for philippines!!! im happy and sad at the same time.. im glad that my brother would finally see his gf again.. i knoe he's all excited.. but sad because im not going with them.. meaning i wont see noel... sad. and i wont see my big bro that i love so dearly.. out of my 5 siblings he's the best.. and the one i love most.. oooooh i miss everyone

i dont feel like going to church today... should i?
i havent been going for quite a while now.. and i dont think the choir misses me.. so ha