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Sunday, December 11, 2005

122lbs

"Last night I was writing about you...I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you".

Winter concert was friday night and my solo was good. People kept telling me how great I sing. I did have mic problems at firts though, but whatev. I passed out after the concert and my mami is pissed at me once again. but hey, im back down to 122 which is hella awesome. Stress is the best weight loss tool. I just totally didn't feel liek eating. And now that my 18th birthday is approaching, there's nothing my nutrionist and parents can do about this...I'm gaining power again.

There is no meaning in your name

I can see myself just falling sometime soon, i feel it as well. I have to prepare myself for such things. Life is never as smooth as one wants it.

A friend of mine told me something I wish he'd kept to himself, no I'm bothered, but I get over things now quicker than I used to.

Some pics...havent posted any in a while

Me at 126

124

I have to go make dinner...how ironic. Why am I always cooking in this house?

Who was happy about the last Top Model? I kinda wanted Nik to win. But anyone but bre was good enough for me.
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Hey!

Thanks for the comment, yea that is me in the pic, when I weighed 135, and I was 17.
You look great in the pics you posted.
Top Model was good, I was actually a Bre and Kim fan, but I didnt think they werent going to win.
Nicole was a good choice, I liked her covergirl pic the best.
- 12/11/2005 10:22 PM
- BetterxVersionxOfxMe (message)
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you look beautiful
good luck with the parentals and such. can be quite a pain in the ass
<3
- 12/12/2005 8:53 AM
- string_bean89 (message)
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Hey, sorry I haven't commented in a while. You're pictures are great. I was so glad Nicole won ANTM, she was my fav.

Anyway, hope you're doing well.

Much love and support. Stay strong <3
- 12/12/2005 9:11 AM
- Model_Behavior109 (message)
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hey i'm doing great but jobless which sucks....bah w/e...anyway wow thats really tall...but wow i finally get to see what u look like and you've got an awesomestic body.....i think if u wanna lose any more weight just stay at 120 once u get there. no more losing weight missy. well i'm off wow the first dani that has model potential. bye

dani
- 12/12/2005 2:29 PM
- TrashyRadioSex (message)
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youre ever so supportive. every compliment helps. i think thats all im good at some days.
- 12/12/2005 3:11 PM
- DemonsOfTheSoulX555 (message)
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ure well pretty!!! and skinny! biatch! lol lv ya xxx mwah xxx
- 12/13/2005 12:39 PM
- x_gorgeous_thin_x (message)
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ah 1/5 of our ap english test was over the scarlet letter....i never read one page of that book. i simply looked it up on pinkmonkey and barely pasted all the quizes...but i mean it seems like a good book, but i just dont wanna read it. the langauge of complicated
- 12/14/2005 1:38 PM
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