Wednesday, December 08, 2004

• wooohoo i made it thru half the week holllaaaa!...tomorrows thursday && im looking forward to the weekend even thou im grounded =[ sad sad..im also the genius that got an early interim for math...hahaha oh boy the mom wasnt too happy..but i was already grounded so its kay shes just more had @ me joyy :\ ...other than school shit lifes pretty sweet, xmas is gettin close owow ;]..monday didnt do much..but i was in a random good mood? i liked it..&& tuesday i went over jackies after school to make up a dance to show the dance club officers tomorrow yayayay<3<3 its so hot omg im in loveee!! everyone come to dance club tomorrow && watch us practice for our performance! =]..okk but for now its homework + sleeping..sounds like a good plan, peaCe!!!!!!!!

  x3 ifeverywordisaidcouldmakeyoulaughidtalkforever..

  editttttt////;; [[ thursday, 12/9 10:45 PM ]]

  so i did some more thinking && i decided to tell you all so bear with me..i was talking to my mom && like its weird but some things just started to click..we werent fighting, we were laughing, && there were no worries about tomorrow or the weekend or my failing math grade or boys or catty bitches.  i dont know what im going thru, && i kinda like it like that..i mean sure its always nicer to know what the hell is going on, but sometimes its cool to let life flow b/c were only here for such a short time && its not worth it to worry so much...&& as i sit here listening to ''only one'' && im thinking about john [[ because it was our song ]] , && loving him wasnt a mistake b/c if it was i wouldnt be crying listening to this right now, && this all fits..it all makes sense, our relationship was amazing && nothing or no one will have with me what he did, && that to me is fulfillment, so im already almost satisfied. however, siting alone made me think about my xmas list...so heres mine::
  dear santaaa, i dont want a lot. my moms trust is a good start. you could throw in happiness too. a digital camera is fun, && jewlery makes me feel pretty. && that boy, yeah you know the one im talking about, i really want him over anything else *no bitches, its not john*...<3michelle
  i wonder if my list will be granted, well just hafta wait && see......if nothing else, the boy please? i really like him a lot && i dont care what anyone thinks..ok im done..peace, love, && merry thoughts

  p.s. ---sherrill is my favorite hannukah present ever =]

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