Studying... something that is NOT my forte... I never quite mastered it in high school OR college.. and when I came to seminary and wrote a 30 page paper... HELLO! puahahaha.... yet I can still say that I am master of procrastination.. :(

I definitely think I played too much this past weekend... I sure don't regret a single minute of it but yet at the same time it was ringing in the back of my ear... must study, must study....

I've come to realize that I've gotten incredibly good at hiding my stress level... even to myself. Honestly, I think that I'm much more stressed that I think I am or show I am(my white hairs in my head can testify), yet at the same time, I avoid like no other. yep.. avoid. My strategy is rather than stress and freak out, just avoid it and freak out right before. All I can say is :: BAD BAD tactic. I started to notice that these past few weeks as assignments and church things creep up, a typical persons reaction would be to freak out, but my reaction is that I just ignore it and do something else to not think about it until I absolutely have to. At first I thought it was just with my schoolwork, but I'm beginning to notice it more in lots of different aspects of my life and how it does affect so many other areas of how I live. I know that as a single, this is the time to really fix a lot of the bad habits that I have built up over the years (oh and I have soo many.. poor future guy.. puehehehe), and this one is the one I shall have start with.

Any suggestions as to how to change my horrible habit? Help!!!

OOH and Sandy:: I won't be at your house this weekend...because I will be going home to visit my family!! :) I am excited!!!

Have a great weekend everyone! :)

Happy Heart Day everyone!!! :)

It's ALREADY V-Day of 2008!! Crazy-ness.. :P
This Day started off with a bang!! haha..
I had the opportunity of preaching at early morning prayer at church this morning.. IN KOREAN... sigh..
it was definitely not easy, but if anyone got anything out of it... it was truly by God's grace!
Speaking in Korean, message style, was probably one of the most challenging things that I have ever done.. but God truly is amazing that He uses someone like me, who is capable of nothing, to speak His Truth, no matter how broken my Korean was or how much I stuttered throughout.
But I definitely recognize that if NSC gives me another opportunity to speak again.. I wouldn't fight it as much this.. and I'd prepare WAY more..

Pray for me.. my stomach is still churning and not digesting much at all.. puahaha but I eat like it can.. :P
Probably why my stomach is mad at me.. but I heart food AND it IS Valentine's Day.. how could you deny chocolate?? RIGHT?? :) If anything, I will most likely go to the doctor's tomorrow..which i probably should've done like tuesday?

I hope that your valentine's day is wonderful!! :) Spend it with a loved one or ones.. boy.. girl...friends... family!!
do spend it with someone wonderful!!! :
Have a great day!!

Happy <3 Day!!