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Why Kill History?
Why Repaint History?
Why Redefine History?
"History," Gk (h)istoría (ἱστορία) learning or knowing by inquiry,
history; deriv. of (h)ístōr one who knows or sees
As I close my eyes and look back into the history of time I am only able to
depict, in my mind, what I wish to reexamine. Within my mind I visualize the
reality of the past with my own form of painting a story. I slowly brush a dark
painting. It comes from a painting that I have seen before, and the painting
has been repainted with the story that someone else has painted.
She spoke to me in modesty. She uttered before she expressed the words
throughout her mouth. It seems as if she had a slight sorrow from what she was
not a part of. Yet... she didn’t hold back what she wished to say. She was
willing to tell me about the painting that was painted within her heart. She was
ready to say something. The one, being I, was the one that she could not stop
answering to. With knowing that I had a question she was ready to answer... she
was ready to answer to a question from where she would feel guilt, sorry, and
an element of despair.
There was a story that had been painted and repainted many
times. Though, there parts that she had still not forgotten. She continued to
know sections of the story that we painted inside of her over 60 years ago.
For too long she had been holding it back. In the time of history no one asked
he the same question that I asked. No one would have needed to ask the
question. Everyone that lived in her time of history could no deny the truth of
reality. For her... she was not telling me a history tail. She would come out
to depict reality within my scrutinized mind.
On that night, she was the (h)ístōr that relived her life. I sat down in awe
with curiosity. She was telling me a story that I would never forget. It would
be a story that anyone with commonsense could not ignore. She was redefining
the (h)istoría (ἱστορία) that will always be alive within my heart.
So, this story that
she told me. This story, that she told, brought a glimpse of tears that slowly
flowed amongst her cheeks, and agony that crumbled the pride within her heart,
and a regret she would always feel. She might have been little child when all
of that happened… but it was a vivid truth within her life.
This story that Oma
(grandmother) told me was a story that has been forgotten by to many. Yet, I
have not forgotten it, and I never will. The only one that is forgetting it is
you. You forget a story that has redefined the lives of cultures, societies,
and history. It is a story that the ignorant, complacent, dogmatic, irrational,
and ungodly are forgetting. They dismiss this story because they only seek to
dismiss the reality of a truth. The story that I was told about became
something more than a tail of history. This death, this murder, this torment of
11 million people is something that should never be forgotten.
It is time to have
an intolerance for the one’s that ignore truth, the one’s that are complacent
in their recliners, the dogmatism of the first Vatican, the irrationality in
our schools of education, the ungodly Islamic radicals, and so many more…
I would not doubt
to think that you live in one of those narrow-minded complacencies. Instead of
being complacent to complacency… maybe it’s time to do something, or to just
simply know about something.
This is the only
thing that is happening. Memorials are being destroyed in Europe,
teachers (there is one right here at the Lincoln IL Elementary School) are no
longer teaching the truth of history, etc…
Historically,
currently and forever… the story of truth will always be true. The trueness
from my German grandmother and the truth within the texts will never change!
The painting is
always a painting
The story is always
a story
…but history lives
within reality of our lives.
The tail of the
Holocaust should pass away.
'Get it all on record now - get the
films - get the witnesses - because
somewhere down the track of history some bastard will get up and say that this
never happened'
- Dwight David Eisenhower (WWII US General)
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