every year around this month, i always fall into this pit of sadness wondering about the decisions i have made.  i doubt my choices, ponder if i have made any mistake, wonder if i have missed any golden opportunity.  majority of my friends seem to want a normal life, others still not sure with what they want. but for me, i seek for a meaningful life without regrets.  i don't want to be the girl who chase around to fulfill one dream after another and miss the simplest and best experience in life.  however, i slowy walk down this path unconsciouly.  ever since i graduated college and started a full time job at cchp, i've stop shedding tears of personal emotional pain. my work becomes a part of me.  i realize that i want to continue to be a glimmering hope for my clients. i know im not shakespeare or amy tan leavign behind eloquent expression of thoughts, nor will i want to be a doctor "curing cancer". but i can be katie letting others know that they are not forgotten.  with this, my work will take me far from home, the dream of leading a normal simple life of tranquility, cups of hot tea, my friends, my city....and my family. 27.  i give myself another 4 years to decide how i want to live this life. until then, i'll take my chances making mistakes. perhaps some regrests will be the best thing ever happened.  i will continue to find tranquility in musics, and hope in literatures. im sure things will work out.

 though i am not a big potter series fan, i still attended the party. here are some pictures

long line of fan to enter the harry potter's place (soho)

the only time i would have long legs

making of the wand

being a muggle, i posted a message on the muggle board. some are real funny

before

after

how cute

the sorting hat

rowling signed the entire series

dedicated fans

the count down to final release of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow

there is no way i would hang around that many hours, especially after a long day of work.

i still think snape is good