hey everyone

soo this isnt going to be long and involved....a lot of crap going on that i dont even know how to handle it but im just dealing with it day by day.  and that's the best i can do.  and now for some good news: im going to kt's house over winter break! for a week...how sweet is that?! i seriously cannot wait....only a few more weeks...

so i thank robb for this next thing.  i was in the mood for one of these.  have fun.

[x] I am a cuddler
[ ] I am a great dancer
[ ] I am a morning person.
[X]I am a perfectionist. 

[ ] I am an only child.
[ ] I am Catholic.
[X] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.
[x] I am currently single
[ ] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[ ] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[ ] I am married.
[ ] I am addicted to my myspace.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message (well, almost)
[ ] I am very shy around the opposite gender at first.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[X] I currently have a crush on someone.
[x] I currently regret something that I have done.
[ ] When I get mad I curse frequently.
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[X] I enjoy country music.
[x] I enjoy jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies.
[x] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a car.
[x] I have a cell phone.
[x] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
[ ] I have a hidden talent
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[x] I have a pet.
[ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[ ] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl
[ ] I have all my grandparents 
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[ ]I have been in a threesome. 
[x] I have been to another country. (if canada counts)
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[X] I have been told that I am very smart
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. 
[x] I have broken a bone.
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[x] I have changed a diaper.
[x] I have changed a lot over the past year. 
[x] I have done something illegal.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have had major/minor surgery 
[ ] I have killed another person.
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[ ] I have had the cops called on me.
[X] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[x] I have mood swings.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[ ] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy
[X] I have seen the television show The O.C.
[X] I have watched Sex and the City.
[ ] I like Shakespeare. (only a few works though)
[ ] I like the taste of blood.
[x] I love to cook.
[X] I like to sing. (but not in front of anyone) 
[ ] I love Michael Jackson.
[x] I love my friends.
[x] I love sleeping.
[ ] I love to play computer games.
[X] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[X] I own 100 CDs or more.
[x] I own and use a library card.
[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream
[ ] I read books for pleasure in my spare time. 
[x] I sleep a lot during the day.
[x] I strongly dislike math.
[ ] I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[ ] I was born in a country other than the US.
[ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.

[x] I will try almost anything once.
[X] I work at a job that I enjoy
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 afe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I can name all 7 dwarfs from Snow White
[x] I am currently wearing socks.
[x] I am tired.
[ ] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt
[ ] You get an adrenaline rush from getting piercings or other body art
[X]I am addicted to coffee (it's not a serious one though......)

~claaaaaaaire

hey there

sooo, another busy week.  some bad stuff happened. and some good stuff. brucey got a job...yay! it's been bothering him for a while so im happy for him. but his car broke....so now we (well, my parents) have to pay $2400 to get it fixed. awesome.  last weekend we went to senor H's house and tped him...and seran wrapped his car...it was a great time, some good pictures....we didnt get caught and we made it all the way to flippin parma...sweet huh? he even woke up and tried to get his dog to stop barking...and didnt even realize that we were there. darn, we are good.

cross country is over after tomorrow. we were cleaning out the locker room today and i took out my carpet from my locker today <tear> serioulsly though, im sad about it. more sleepovers to come for sure....we played football yesterday...i had to TD's and we WON. yay for meatballs & texas toast.

last night was weird....that's all im going to say.  worried about somethings, bothered by somethings, scared by somethings.  feeling kind of bad about it all...don't know why.  today...well, it didnt totally suck. we played a fun game in english which pretty much made my day. and mrs broomfield got pretty mad today during euro when we were pushing to get the glorious revolution discussed in 10 minutes and the fire alarm went off. awesome. the end of the day was good during career connections...we watched tommy boy. band sucked, it was cold and i didnt have a sweatshirt. wish i would have had one. after school sucked big time...until chels stopped at circle K on the way home..and i got a pumpkin spice. RJ is my best friend for introducing me to that trash..thanks dude.  then i got home to find that robb davidson left me a comment..it made me <happy>

alright well football game this evening...it's going to be a cold one.  i better get going....ANOTHER PARTY AT RJ'S THIS SATURDAY, OCTOBER 22 AT 5:30 PM...PIZZA, AN AWESOME MOVIE, A GREAT TIME..BE THERE.

ok im out

hope everyone's fantastic

~claaaaire

hey everyone

quote of the day:

<so we were talking about how nick gonda dropped his brand flippin' new, sexy saxophone on the ground.  so i asked him how he could let that happen...>

nick: "claire, you know i treat my saxophone like i treat my women.  with respect, passion, etc..."

dean buck: "yeah, but do you spend $4000 on them?"

dean buck takes the cake for the best thing said today...gotta love band humor.

anyway, im pretty busy right now and i just wanted to let you all know...

PARTY AT RJ'S HOUSE THIS SATURDAY, OCTOBER 15TH FROM 5:30-7:00...yeah, you'll have time to go out after.  there will be FOOD and FUN and maybe a SURPRISE or two?? you all definitly need to be there...if you need directions or anything lemme know!

back to precalc. ill update soon, if you're lucky...

~claaaaaire

oh my goodness

this has been one messed up week. and i'm so glad it's over..lots of crap going on and not enough time to sort it all out.  sometimes i feel like i'm being really incredibly self centered.  my mom even told me that. great, right?  ehh i really don't even know.  im kind of confused about some stuff and i dont even know what im supposed to do about it.  actually, no.  i know what im supposed to do about it.  nothing, because it totally does not matter anymore and it doesnt bother me one way or another.  i just wish people could be honest sometimes. 

im just going to put this week behind me and start all over.

im going to miss english class tomorrow to go to this elon rep visit thing. woot woot.

im going to stop procrastinating and study spanish...right now.

i'll write more later.

~claaaaaaire

hey everyone.

...i forgot what a great song audition by red wanting blue is...

it's FRIDAY. finally. this week was busy, as usual.  i had a lot of tests and such. overall, they went alright, for the most part.  but now i know how all my tests are going to work so i know how to better prepare for them.  i didnt get a lot of sleep though.  this whole no-time schedule is kicking my butt....it's ok though because i love what i do  ok, enough of my complaining..

so this whole week my dad has been so weird...just not very attentive and not himself and it was bothering me.  and ill admit that i didnt cut him a whole lot of slack...he was studying for this test that he had to take for some kind of certification or recertification or something like that.  but it's ok now, he took the test yesterday and passed. yay for brucey! so now things are better at home because he's not under that stress anymore..phew.

so today i was talking to my guidance counselor about...college.  basically, i told him what i was looking for and stuff like that and he showed me this sweet college view website that finds schools for you under what you want.  it's pretty cool, ive already looked at taylor and elon.  a rep. from elon is coming to our school next week so im going to go talk to them...the only thing that's going to kill me in this whole finding a college is my test scores...i havent "officially" taken the SAT or the ACT yet but i dont take tests well...and all the practice stuff ive taken hasnt gone as well as i know  im capable of...i think ive eliminated the ivy league, i dont think i want that...and i dont even think i could get in...whatever. enough of that for no1w.

so cross country was sweet today, i just love my team! we totally had the best week, it was excellent.  and we all totally kicked butt last weekend at brecksville....well, kicked butt by our standards.  but there is still stuff that im not "cool" with with the whole cross country scene.  oh well, that's life.  yeah, so senior wake up is cancled! i was soo upset....but the seniors totally had a legitiment reason so i can accept that.  but we DO have a sleepover tonight...cant wait!!! and the best part of it all is...no meet tomorrow!

so, claire decided on a homecoming dress.  yeah, that's right, it's lime green and yellow.  awesome, huh? homecoming is going to be excellent...im going with steve!! how sweet is that? although, brian and i decided that one more thing has to be done to make our group perfect.  i think the individual knows who he/she is and what they NEED to do AHORA.  seriously.

ok, so i totally have more stuff to write and such but....i have to go get ready for this evening. dinner, pack a little for tonight, and then...football game! HUGE game against avon lake.  it's going to be a party and a half.  and it might rain which wouldnt be great.  oh man...

love you guys!

~claaaaaaaire