Here in the Dark
I stand before you
Knowing…

This is my chance to show you my heart
This is the start

This is the start

I have so much to say and I'm hopin’
That your Arms are open
Don't turn away, I want you near me
But you have to hear me

Here's where I stand

Here's who I am

Love me, but don't tell me who I have to be

Here's who I am

I'm what you see

Well, doubtlessly as my friends can attest, it’s been a whirlwind of emotion recently. I blame this squarely on the fact that my neurochemical balance seems incapable of dealing with strong highs without balancing out with sufficiently disheartening lows.

I think it mainly had to do with it being such a rainy Monday.

Today, however, is a better day. I’ve been much more productive, even if I still have millions and millions of things hanging over my head. In fact, I’m even reviewing Becker stuff while writing this, AND billing time to a client! Woohaa I am Brad-Multitasking-Pitt!

Still no word if I’m going to get a distribution this year. I wish I could get this finalized asap. I need to get my life budgeted and my house in order if I’m going to Europe at Thanksgiving, but it’s hard to do without knowing how much money I’m going to have. Sigh.

I am, however, feeling much better. I’d say I’m close to 92.5%. I had my follow-up MD appointment today. I’m still supposed to take things easy, not stress myself. He wants me to wait one more week before taking up yoga again (boo!), but I get to go white water rafting! Still no booze for a while… and I’m supposed to come running if things start to regress. I’m just glad I’m going to get to have some fun (even if it’ll still be limited) this labour day weekend.

And yea for free accounts getting rich text tools... it's about time boys.

Currently Reading L'Etranger (Collection Folio, 2) By Albert Camus see related