attention everyone who just got the ridiculous message i just sent..
I am so sorry.
I don't understand how to use these buttons or features - it's all very new to me even though i've been using xanga for like, six years.

pardon my complete lunacy when it comes to conquering new views, pages, and items.

in other words, my b. ignore.

It's really boiling down now.
I only have five days until my birthday, which means four days until we leave to go to vegas.

thankkkk the sweet sweet heavens.

I need to just get out. I need to get away.
I love everything that's going on right now, don't get me wrong - I'm just more excited to make an exit for a while. I feel like it's necessary to really exorcise some kinks in my life right now, and you bet - Vegas will be the place to do it.
No, not because of all the stupid Sin City refererences or whatever
Just because I get to be wandering about a little country within itself, lost in fun and lights and laughing.
It's a completely different world - people who would barely be able to handle a minimum wage job somewhere like Lancaster
are valet parking and making 50k a year on tips alone.
it's such a land of opportunity..

Opportunity to go broke, to find love (maybe only for a few hours at a time...), to see shows, to see sights, to see celebrities, to win some moolah...
It sounds bright and wild and glorious and I am ALL too excited to go.

I know I'll love coming home.
getting on a plane with him is one of the best feelings ever.
the trip to mexico.. not the actual vacation but the trip itself was wonderful.
there's something about 'going away together' that gets me everytime.

tomorrow we will have been sharing kisses for four and a half YEARS.
years, my friends. that's ridiculous.
that's older than a lot of my friend's children.
and that sort of made me a bit queasy to think about all the friends with children.

i can't wait to meet haley jo. :)

i'm so bubbly.
i don't usually have very fun things to say on xanga, mostly because i come here to vent or to release sorrow.
but this time - i'm all about the giggliness.
not going to lie - i'm okay with going over the limit.
it's one of those, only young once sort of things.
and whoever tells you about moderation is not having enough fun while they still can.

regulating your stupid activity - that's another thing.
but i don't think you should limit the fun you have in life.
who cares about crow's feet and laugh lines in other places?

i would rather die glowing, looking fifteen years older than i am
than have a movie perfect face and not have belly laughed in 30 years.

to put it best..charlie chaplin did, anyway..

A day without laughter is a day wasted.

cheers.