wow its been a while since i've written in here! jeeeeezz

well thought i would do this b/c alot of stuff has happened and its made me realize a lot....first of all buttons died on the 15th and it was so terrible.... he was 80 in bunny years but i miss him i remember when we picked him up from the peoples house and how scared he was....R.I.P. baby i love you <333

next stephen's dad died on the 21st and i went to the funeral today....just seeing all the people their and everything was so overwelming i hope no one ever has to go throu that in their life....

matt and i broke up over the summer for the stupidest reason....but u know that stuff happens.....and now that were appart i have been in 5 relationships since....and you know what....ever single one has made me realize what a big mistake i made by just letting him go....when he was calling and asking for me back i should have taken it instead of being all hurt and saying no....but from every relationship you learn something....and from ours i have learned alot...and we had alot of fun 2....i'll never forget the time we broke that bed....hahah yea we were cool

oh i made varsity volleyball at my school! we did so good this year we are 11-3 and the two games we lost we lost with pride to good teams but that one game against glenelg kills me!! everyone knows we should have one that....ahhh only by 2 points and the calls the ref's were making were not cool but u kno its all good and well kick their butts next year lol....but now i'm debating what to do for club....i think i'm gunna try out for mvsa but i really wanna play for favor again so i might just stick with that or i might go back to wild blue....who knows

i'm also checkin out colleges now...goucher....is the college i'm visiting on monday it should be really cool and all that jazz

oh homecoming!! that was such a blast...ok so the whole week was awesome i loved our spirit days they were g....but then on homecoming day i woke up (at the vb sleep over) got in anna's car and went to practice....then from practice chels and i ran home in the rain and showered and put on layers of cloths to go out in the cold and decorate and drive our vb float....then once we were all ready and in the line up 2 go it started to rain so we went through the whole parade wet it was so awesoem! lol and i jumped off emilys truck while it was still moving it was g....then i went home and got showered and julez came over and we cleaned up the house so the group could come over....then once everyone was here we drove up to luna and ate there and we saw kelly's group and matts group and i had some of kelly's crab cake and it was yummy ....then we all went to the dance...and well my date was mike....but i lost him in the beginning of the dance so i was flipping every song between kyle and demitri...then i found him and we danced then he left b/c he felt sick and i went back to kyle and demitri....and let me tell you these boys can dance <333 really fun...then the boys left so kt and i walked back to my house and filled up the tub with hot water and put our feel in b/c my feet were killing me from dancin in heals all night....then austin and julez and john and kelly n every1 showed up at my house and we drove to julez at the after party....fun times ther....and then after that jason and kelly and kt and i all left and went to tessa's party and then after that we still didn't wanna go home so jason and kt and i went to the track and chilled ther ....and then i got home around 5 and the rest is history ....but it was really fun and i can't wait to do it next year

oh and yesturday we played against altholton and i jump served and i aced them woot woot i was so excited lol even thou jenny did it way better than me lol we killed them like 25-4 or something and the other games were just as bad lol but now were starting playoffs and its time to put our one goal to the test ....oh and i saw brian and tatainna and a bunch of other ppl from middle school yesturday and i miss you guys soooo much like oh mmmm gggg we need to get together...

so thats all i can think of damn this was long....headin off to practice then rehoboth beach with the crew wooooot can't wait!

xoxo to all <3

hey guys sorry i kinda ditched xanga but ya going to a party now so happy new year <3 to ya'll

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so like whats up home fri's!!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN YO!!! ok so today was the shizzle and i'm going to write about it b/c i know your all dieing to know what happened

ok so this morning i woke up and it was light outside! i was like holy crap! its usually pitch black but oh no....hehehe so i was so awake this morning it was crazy...so i went downstairs and my mom was making my lunch and she slipped while she was cutting my sandwich and she sliced her finger....so she drove me to school with a bloody finger it wasn't cool....but its ok it wasn't that bad it just scared me... ne way so i got to school and we did nothing in spanish i was so syced then kathrine and i were sitting there and it was totally smelling like crap b/c the kid that sits next to her never takes a shower so it was gay...ne way so then i go to math and dr. roe is dressed up like a king...now how awesome is that...yea i know...so we got our "adventures" back today and i got a 86.7 but then the whole 1/3 thing and i ended up getting a 91.1 smack!!!...lol...so then i went to s.s. and saw rosie who's birthday is totally on saturday!!! i'm so excited!! ne way so we didn't do ne thing in that class and i talked to jeff and rosie the whole time.... so then we went to 4a which i skipped to go decorate the gym...then ben and kyle and michela and tara and lauren and katlyn went and it was so funny.... yea some great times right there....ben tried to duck tape me to the wall...what a retard...lol j/k i <3 that kid....ne way then off to 5th peroid which sucked b/c we had to take a test but Ms S. gave us some halloween stuff so it was cool....then off to science and i saw jud! i was so happy...science is def. my fav. class just b/c of jud...lol...but yea then erica gave me these hot sun glasses and i left to go to vb...then i was playing with my sun glasses on that erica gave me and everyone was like ow ow jens hot and i was like score!...lol...then we played long reach AND WE WON!!!! woot woot damn straight!!! great way to end the season!!!... then it was time for halloween!! so first i had to call my 2 favorite guys (jared and george)(cough they wanted me to put that cough) in the world up to wish them a happy halloween....  hahaha george~ your so cool i wanna b just like you when i grow up!!!...lol....great times today...ok ne way then chelsea and i went back to my house ...and went trick or treating as 2 matching soccer players....so then we went to the first house the guy with the big candy and got huge candy bars....then we went aroudn the neighborhood and we stopped at the petersons hosue....b/c they have the coffin and all and we were debating weather someone was in there (b/c there always is) then Mr. peterson opened the door and was like oh hi girls i decided not to do it this year...i was like oh *sigh* then we walk up and someone jumps out of the coffin and we were like haha not funny....then after we finished our rounds we had to walk back through the woods....althught it wa smore like run back...and then we came home counted our candy....(i got 143 peices) and then chelsea had to leave....the end hope your happy that i updated...later skater :P

<33333 Jen

P.S. i love matt so much and he is the best boyfriend ever in the whole intire world and i love him (yes love) him soooo much and its soon to be 4 months <3

yes so i haven't updated in a while...

homecomming was the shizzle....went to katlyns house for the before party.....then homecomming...then sam's house 4 the after party....then over to emily o's house 4 a sleepover....it truely was the shizzle....and matt+dancing=hot.....if we were alone and stopped dancing i would have just started making out with him right then and there....thats how hot it was

then i went to emily's house with chelsea for a sleep over and we threw candy at each other and played ultimate badmittin....(the best game ever!).... then i woke up early left em's and got my hair cut super short...then wen't back to em's and took them to the mall and we bought these rad bracelettes and they say C BEST J FRIENDS E= chelsea best jen friends emily...and you can figure it out from there

not only that but Mr. Heartlove got cought with drugs and our school was all in the news for having a crack head teacher and it was great!

now 2 today..... so today was really cool same old same old.... we took a pop quiz in spanish and i was like buttson!.... hahah sullivan!....and then i went off to math where it was like 1 billion degrees below 0...then to s.s. where i found out pinto is switching out of our class....likw wtf...what am i suppost to do without pinto!!!...so that was depressing but luckly he'll still b in my software aps class...so then i was walking to my locker with chelsea and rosey and low and behold sullivan shows up....and we had the usual locker fude....but today i totally won and he knew it...so i was walking with chelsea and rosey to the media center so we could go to lunch and out of no where i feel something smakc my but and sullivan goes running by doing his little victory dance with the damn book....god! and i thought i was actually winning today!.....then lunch was cool.....software aps pinto and i were talking and kevin was like why do you have your arms around her stomach?....and pinto was like oh you dont know the baby's due next week....and i started cracking up and kevin was like WHAT!!! it was so great!...then off to english where severa's pen exploaded so we cleaned it up and then carly and i had a fight with the tissue...and Ms. S was like you guys missed something very important and she was like i'm ashamed and we were both going to say sorry but then she looked at the other table and was like i'm waiting....so we totally got away with it and it was sweet....then in science we did this project with a lost alien and got to wear sexy aprins and goggles....so jud and i were running around being crazy and yea it was great...

so that was my super day..

xoxo Jen xoxo

P.S. matt and my three month anniversary is on saturday<3 i love you baby so much

hello bitches/whores/hookers.....yep i think that covers about every1....hahah jk i love you all but yea this weekend was the shizzle

Friday-ok so i had to leave school early to go to an effing doctors appointment and i was all  b/c that ment i had 2 b late 2 vb....but ne way i got there like 2 hours and 30 minutes late which only ment i had a half hour in practice....but it was cool...then emily was like ya wanna go 2 vb house tonight...and i was like heck yes i do...so we stayed after for freshman practice and we tought the freshman how to hit....then we went back to emily's house and played ULTIMATE BADMITTION!!!! and ULTIMATE TIC TACK TOE!!! full basement court...that was so great...omg emily your 2 cool....then we had pizza and went to the volleyball house....then we were playing like forever and saw kristen,jenny, and some guy that was emily's friend......RUBBER DUCKY AND PINKY ARE SO HOTTTTTTTTTTT!! hahaha emily!.....so we didn't come home till 11 and that was early only b/c my mom wouldn't let us stay till 1....but its cool....so then i went to bed

Saturday- so i woke up at like 10 b/c of volleyball and i was so sore....and then i called matt and he was like yea i'm gunna come over at 2 so i was like what do i do 4 like a bigillion hours....oh wait BASEMENT FEST'S TODAY!.....so i called scottie and he drove me over there (with out the perental units knowledge so dont tell them i was there b/c i wasn't) ....and i saw a bunch of people and it was awesome....sasser did awesome in his band it was sweet...then i came home (funny how no one noticed i was gone.... i feel so unloved)...and matt came over and we chilled and had a cook out and it was like the bestest time i've ever spent with him.... <3 you baby.....then i went to sleep

Sunday- so i had like nothing to do except procrastinate all day...so then my mom was like lets go to the mall...so we did and i saw kyra and chelsea and i bought my home comming dress and its blue and hot...but it makes me look like a stick....but hey i guess thats a good thing...so yea then i came home and did nothing

Today- today was flipping awesome b/c in espanol i got the question right and i wrote it and all write and you know how i'm challenged in that subject so that just made my day.... and then i went to math and found out i have a flipping 100.4% in the class instead of my 106% which made me sad just b/c i got a flipping b on a test....grrrrrrr I'LL NEVER GET STRAIGHT A'S!!!! so yea that pissed me off....but we get to sit wherever we want in there now so i'm gunna get like nothing done b/c i talk like allll peroid to sarah....yea and then s.s. we dont have any current events due this week and i aced my test whats up now!!.....then software aps i didn't get detention for last class so i was like *big sigh of relief*...lol.... then in english we took this effing test and everyone failed cept severia who totally cheated....that made me mad but whatever...then science which is always flipping aweosme b/c i sit next to jud and he is 2 cool...lol...then we played towson today and i saw liz and was like OMG LEFY I LOVE YOU! and she was like omg jen i love you 2!....which was awesome b/c i miss that cool kid...but yea we totally beat there school so now were 1-2 ohhhh what now...lol... yea so thats it

P.S. EAGLES WON BITCHES 1-1

P.P.S. if ne one wants to get me the something corporate cd that would b great b/c i've had the song punk rock princess stuck in my head 4ever.....

i love you all mucho

xoxo Jen xoxo