Women

Why is life really this difficult...especially in the "women" category? why? why did eve eat that apple and cause men all these problems? perhaps its mans fault partially...but it feels like you are repetidally stabbed in the back...and their words heal you and make you feel better...but just before the wounds heal they stab you back and the process repeats? why am i even on this peice of shit that no one uses...perhaps its because no one uses this thing anymore and people i normally talk to are busy (Kurtis = work, Jessica = not pick up phone)...are people really meant to find that one person and be happy? the answer is NO dumbshit...and now i realize how lucky people are when they find companions that actually have the same feelings back...and how much it means to them...otherwise you are just probably wasting your time and hurting yourself....but...you could just not risk anything and therefore not risk getting hurt...but then you are a pussy...because you REALLY REALLY want what you see so many people have...but you cannot achieve it...you must fall back into the reality that you are going to get hurt and stabbed repeatidly...oh...btw..another reason im not posting this on myspace is because the women that have really hurt me use it...i doubt that they even know this site exists...why must things like this happen? my day was going just fine...but all of a sudden my day dropped like a vegetarian at a butcher stort :)...i think so many times...and i agree with kurtis is that it would be so much easier to turn gay...because men know what men want..and women just like to screw with men...and end up hurting them....over and over...but im not gay..i want to find that woman that makes me happy...and TRULEY wants to be with me...because there are some that lie and tell you those "3 magical words"...and you repeat them back because your feelings are genuine...but the paradox comes...you get stabbed...i always hear women complain that there are no decent guys in the world...but i think that the real fact is that there are no women in the world that truley know what and when guys are offering everything that they have....they just take it for granted and then screw the guys over....

just random thoughts...

feel free to call me...and btw...if im in a shitty mood...bear with me...

oh...another thought...just for the people that are reading that dont exist (because no one reads this) there has been one woman that has tremendously hurt me...and then there are a few others that you think there is something special about them and you pursue them...only to admit that you like them and they throw it away in a garbage can like it was nothing....