Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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Hey Girls...
Its been like 10 days since I've updated...how could I last so long without coming on here. Well I guess its cause I work 10 hour days everyday and I'm freakin tired as hell, and then I come home, and see my bf, paint my nails, get a backrub, eat dinner, make my food for the next day and get my outfit ready for the next day. Thats pretty much it.
I've been snacking a lot lately. I'm pretty disgusted with myself actually. Usually I'm pretty good at controlling myself, I'm not binging, but I've gained weight, which is sad. I think I'm like 109 now. Isnt it weird when you used to be a weight and you thought it was so skinny and now your that weight and you think your a big fat cow...welcome to my life. Some girl will read this tonight or tomorrow and be like 5"5 109lb, thats what I want to be, yeah I was there too. But last week I was 106 and it felt really skinnier. I'll weigh in tomorrow. I leave my house at like 730 so its too early to weigh myself, I like to weigh at like noonish. anyway. Tomorrow is my day off so I plan to veg and relax and enjoy and weigh myself. I weigh thousands
In other news: I'm eating that new activia yougart, its actually really yummy, its like 110 cals = (. but I dont poo...like ever, and its supposed to make you regular. A girl at my work says its really good and it starts to really make you really regular after a month and a half, and then you'll go once or sometimes twice a day.WOW. Now I'm like going like once every 4 days. Or sometimes once every 9 days. So yeah, I'm a freak.
In other News: I hate the new manager. Hes a prick. He thicks hes so cool. All the kids hate him in the store too, so i'm excited about that, and another manager hates him, so I love it. But now its like a reason to hate work. GRRRR....seriously he should die. And he bosses me around, and I'm like...umm fucker I'm a manager, your not my fucking boss.
Dear lord forgive me for my sins...and I pray I wake up thin...
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Comments (3)
If you eat a lot of vegetables that might help, they're high in fiber and low calorie most of the time.
I like broccoli and green beans for that, but you can look up different veggies and figure out ones that you like :D
Good luck with everything :)
You are not thousands of pounds. 109 is not bad. I saw pictures of you remember? You look fantastic!
I am off to my surgery...God I am so scared!
Hang in there and hopefully I will be posting sooooon!
sucks aobtut ha manager=( and 109 isnt bad at all! if you dirnk green tea alot itll help make you regular too. take care && stay strong