okai so im in a better mood right now .. i am at my aunts house in Boiling Springs .. funn .. im making blueberry muffins and brownies .. yummey !! .. i went up to Ashley's college today .. that was umm .. funnie .. i think im going up to my sister's house for a lil tomorrow at some time .. i have to clean my aunts house and make food for them first .. hehe .. i gets paid to .. im like reallie hyper .. but yeah i duno .. i misses Tim like reallie bad !!! ahh im like going crazie i cant talk to him .. !! i think im going to talk to my mom about the way she acts but i duno im still thinking about it .. she is driving me insane right now but all is okai i guess .. she is at harveys and wont be home till tomorrow some time prolly not till late bc she most likely is freaking drunk .. but what is new with that .. NOTHING .. okai i need to be nice !! i think im going to stay up all night .. drink lots of coffee .. i mean ive been up since 1 when tim called me bc after i got off the phone with him i couldnt fall back to sleep .. i have hardly slept this break i dont think sleeping is going to come easy to me any time soon at all .. i talked to Andi today .. awesome .. lol .. i havent talked to him in like ever .. he was driving around with his girlfriend so he is gunna call me laters .. i went shopping !! hehe i had to get my mind off stuff .. same reason im baking and shit .. i got new pants .. haha fun fun .. and a sweat shirt from the college .. its like huge !!! hahaha ... i got 15 days till my birthday .. i dont think it is going to be a fun one at all !!! i think its gunna suck .. but thats me .. i mean last year i wasnt even home and when i got hom and kyle was over i got a bloodie nose .. haha it was kinda funnie .. he thought it was from drugs but it was bc i was sick and i hadnt slept .. i reallie should call kyle back .. oopps  he called me like 4 times and i havent called him back .. i need to call nicole too and jess .. i need to go eat .. haha i havent eaten hardly at all i ate at kaiti's house and it was like a roll and like 4 fries .. haha .. so i guess i better eat but im reallie not in the mood to though but ellwell ..

well ima go now the coffee is done and so are the brownies .. yummey !!

I Love You Tim !!!!!

Chelz-Jo