there is a reason why the past should remain the past...

i do not like dwelling on the past. the good or the bad. i can move on with a clean slate to a new day as long as i do not remain associated with what makes up the past.

that's how i have always been and that's how i want to be. i actually tried this time to make an exception. nothing good came from it. i wish people could mind their own businesses and not meddle into others' affairs... but oh well. it is human nature to be curious afterall even though a good conscience should be able to distinguish where the line is drawn.

i am so tired. school has been my life these days... i really do not have the energy for other useless matters.

my deepest apologies

sorry readers...

xanga is definitely not at the top of my priority list right now... life is a little crazy with school work... =[[

here is a picture this girl named lisa from france drew for me. its beautiful.

whenever i get beautiful presents like this, it makes me very very happy. =]

its better this way

life is like a rubberband... when you put too much effort into something, it either breaks on you, or it snaps back you. i tend to put a lot of energy into something when its of any importance to me. everything else in life, that philosophy flies but when it comes to relationships... its not worth it. lol.

i dont blame anyone =] just myself.

i dont update so much anymore

i just cant bring enough energy to update this thing! i feel like its so time consuming...

ive just been really consumed with work and school... no more client projects now so im happy =] its not the right time for it anyway.

this thursday, i hung out with Saru. we just went to japantown and took a buttload of purikura pictures LOL.

he slipped on a banana on the way back. HAHAHAH. that was so classic... i have never actually seen anyone trip on banana peels except in cartoons :P

happy birthday mama =]

it was my mom's 53rd birthday :P she doesnt look it right? =] the powers of SHISEIDO baby! lol... i love my mama =] i feel like my relationship with her has gotten better and better as time went on. im so thankful to have her because she does everything =] thanks mom! hopefully soon i can start making big bucks so i can let her relax... my parents have done a great job of providing my siblings and me.

my brother percy, a little mother and sons moment. lol. my sister was off picking up the cake. TOO BAD. BAHAHA

she looks so pretty here =]

i saw her pictures from her younger days... i look exactly like her -_-///

 there she is. my sister rosalind.