Thursday, February 22, 2007
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I'm not...am I?
I'm not jealous
Gut churning when I hear of your happiness
I'm not angry
About you sharing the fact of your new coupleness
I'm not hurt
Because you found "it" and I haven't
I am not doubting
"Maybe if I was skinner, prettier, flirtier?"
I'm not resentlful
That I'm still alone and now you are not
I'm not bitter
That you could get a guy, and I can't
I'm not worried
That He's not answering my prayers for "him"
I'm not sad
That I'm another year older and no closer to the altarAm I?
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Comments (5)
You could, of course, reduce your standards and accept any guy that'll take you. I hope you don't, of course. But maybe some of the new couples you're seeing are doing just that. So don't be too jealous. Some new couples might be envied, but others should be pitied.
Difficult as this may sound, being single can be a blessing. It all depends on how you look at it. When I was in my 20s, I used to bemoan the fact that I was *still* single, when everyone around me was getting married. But in retrospect, I now see it as God's grace and protection, cos I know I am not ready for marriage. I could be in a far worse fate if I were to marry then.
girl. I am going through the EXACT SAME THING right at this very moment... and I feel you... oh, I feel you.
love you.
one more thing. I just read "BloodTypo" comment and what he said about lowering your standards. it's funny because one of my friends at school was just telling me tonight that my standards were too high...that I will never find "him" out there...that I should lower my standards. and what is my response? of course, NEVER!! our standards are high, but it will be worth it... I'm just wondering if I'll ever meet that someone in commerce, tx. haha anyway, enough of my rambles...