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I did everything and yet it wasn't enough. Someday it'll hit me. Someday I'll get it. But for today I really, REALLY don't like you. |
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I am so stupid. I'm consciously aware of my actions but I do it anyway. What's wrong with me... |
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| I know everything will be alright, I know everything is alright 
You can’t fool me
I saw you when you came out
You got your momma’s taste
But you got my mouth
You will always have a part of me
Nobody else is ever gonna see
Gracie girl
With your cards to your chest
Walking on your toes
What you got in the box
Only Gracie knows
And I would never try to make you be
Anything you didn’t really wanna be
Gracie girl
Life flies by in seconds
You’re not a baby
Gracie, you’re my friend
You’ll be a lady soon
But until then
You gotta do what I say
You nodded off in my arms watching TV
I won’t move you an inch
Even though my arm’s asleep
One day you’re gonna wanna go
I hope we taught you everything
You need to know
Gracie girl
There will always be a part of me
Nobody else is ever gonna see
But you and me
A little girl
My Gracie girl  
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| In the words of Meredith, "I will not be defined by you." I can't let him define me. I can't let them get to me, I can't let her make me feel insufficient. I am beautiful, I am intelligent, I'm funny, I have a heart for God, and I know deep down that there's someone out there for me. And it fills me with such joy that one day I'll find someone that I deserve and that deserves me, it's just so hard to be patient. It's hard not to be shallow and selfish. My classes are mentally challenging, softball is physically demanding, and this is so emotionally straining. So i"m going to try and have the best perspective I can and say that it's all going to pay off in the end, because i know it will, but it SUCKS for now. It sucks and it hurts. Everything hurts. Thank god for my friends though...friends at home, at different colleges, my friends here, and my football guys who made my day a lot better. I have the best support system known to man. "You're a slutty lesbian nig lover that has tiny boobs. Night night." - Zach Start, lolz |
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