| | Why is it I get so
discouraged? This world often weighs so heavy on me it brings me to
tears. The vain, frivolous lifestyles..the superficiality..it saddens
me..it angers me. There is so much more to life than
clothes..image..popularity. So much more. I wish I could be myself in
the midst of this world..by why is it so hard?? I can't even pretend to
be alright anymore. I'm not even capable of it. I've been broken..the
pride and fear have paralyzed me for way too long. Each day is a
struggle..a battle for me. But why? I have so much to be thankful for.
There have been so many awesome things that have happened in my life
these past couple years..amazing things! I've grown so much closer to
God..and I've had a hunger for the Word like never before. Yet at those
times that's when it all gets harder. Everything. It's so true that our
battle is not with flesh and blood but with the rulers of the darkness
of this age and against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly
places (Eph.6:12). I must take up the full armor of God everyday. Lord
I need your strength even to take up this armor. Strengthen my faith.
Lord I believe..help my unbelief!
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| | Posted 12/2/2005 3:40 AM - 1 view - 5 comments
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