i feel so sucky.my sabs are ruined.plus i don't know what to do!

now where should i go.wan jin and me miraculously got into austrialia.BOTH or us.i don't how we got in.but there were only 6 places.kim din get into japan.which means whatever appeal shit i've done was for nothing.maybe thats where god wants me to go.and i'll learn something.maybe thats where god wants me to go to get starburst and krispykreme for joan.jia ying xt and pearly are going to chennai.which means i'll be missing out so much.but i still wanna go japan.can just put one me in!(sorry that i am ranting)i tell myself:"do not be upset!"but i cant help it.only my mum's happy bout me not getting into japan and the possibility of me staying in singapore to see a-meng in the zoo.i mean,we planned so much.we were suppose to bask and sing tokyo drift and me and jia ying were suppose to sing yoru!

school has been fine.obs is in a week and i hope i wont have my period.my obs grouping has michelle audrey amanda(s) abi and many others.unfortunately cheo is in my group.haha.

hello Japan!

EARTH TO QINGLING!