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  • THREE MONTHS, THREE DAYS

    Moma died three months, three days and seven hours ago. Guess my life is finally beginning to slow down enough for me to realize it for I woke up crying this morning for the first time after dreaming about her all night.…

  • FIRST MOTHER'S DAY WITHOUT MOMA

    Maybe packing up on my first Mother's Day weekend without Moma was not such a great idea. Working to praise and worship music seems to help but I am still very, very weepy. Wrapping up the china painting Moma made for me…

  • DREAMS

    Ever have one of those dreams that is so vivid you get up to go see where the voices are coming from? Last night I did; I dreamed of Daddy. A bit surprising since he has been gone for almost 17 months. The only other dre…

  • RAMBLING

    Today is crisp but sunshiny. I have loads to accomplish today and tomorrow so I"m glad for even the tiniest extra motivation. My house is one big dust bunny and my cupboard is bare. Today I plan to clean and tomorrow hi…

  • SUNDAY SOLO

    Feeling out of sorts again today. For so long every waking thought, every decision I made, has been centered on Moma and how it would effect her. I'm feeling lost. I still haven't figured out what to do with myself minu…

  • TUESDAY FUNK

    It has been a very emotional last couple of days. Lunch with Em yesterday wasn't the distraction we both hoped it would be. We were both in a funky mood and neither of us ate much. I guess grieving/mourning is sort of li…

  • WRAPPING UP AND LETTING GO

    Today is going to be a stay home day and I'm doing the happy dance! I hope to get caught up on laundry and wrapping presents. The past few months have been so hectic I'm really looking forward to it. The first thing I'm…

  • It has been a long emotionally exhausting day. I have been running ever since got up this morning. Em and I picked Moma up and took her out to eat, and then to Wal-Mart, and then to the cemetery to put an autumn arrangem…

  • I REMEMBER

    Friday I hibernated in Daddy's favorite sweater and thought about him all day. The left cuff is worn where his watch was. It is his signature brown color.... Trying to get my mind off this quiet empty house without him o…

  • LET THE TEARS COME

    Last night I so longed to be able to sit in Moma's lap and have her put her arms around me and just cry until I could cry no more. I know it would make me feel better. In some ways it is as if she is dead to me already. …

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