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Name: Anastasia Birthday: 11/15/1985
Interests: Good books, creative writing, GOD, warm summer thunderstorms, cuddly animals, my family, talking about stuff that matters -like God -, riding horses, singing, nature, music, art and hanging out with awesome people. Expertise: Everything I'm good at.
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6/10/2005
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| Driving to school this morning, I was in such an amazingly good mood! Our lane was one solid sheet of ice, but the roads were fine, and all along the road the trees were covered with ice, all silver and sparkling in the sunshine. I really miss having Laurel with me on my drives to HACC, but the one benefit is being able to turn the music up and sing along at the top of my lungs, and I was doing a lot of that this morning. It's not like there was anything in particular that set me off on this outlandishly good mood, but it was just like a gift from God. The sky was blue, everything was shining and beautiful, and the music was shouting out the love and glory of the Lord...and, really, that's a good enough reason to be full of joy. Life. The love of Christ. Sunshine. Music. Hahaha...I wanted to dance in the parking lot and hug strangers.
Anyway, beside talking about my ridiculously happy morning and good day, I really got on here to give a little life update for the few people I don't get to see or talk to much and who still read xanga. (Aren't you proud of me for finally getting around to it, Jesse?) So...I'm working on my second semester at HACC, still with an undeclared major. I have a light schedule, 12 credits, and my classes are English 102, World History, Psychology and Speech. So far I am enjoying all of them, but especially my English and history classes, which are linked honors classes. It involves lots of critical thinking, writing, and learning about ancient civilizations...and there are only seven students! It's nice to get to know my classmates a little more than I would usually be able to. Hoang, our Vietnamese exchange student, is hoping to go to HACC next year, so he keeps peppering me with questions about everything. I'm excited about having him coming back in the fall...he's become very dear over the past few months and feels like a little adopted brother to me. It's encouraging to see him learning and showing interest in God, too. I'm still working at Dad's office as his secretary, and lately have been filling in at Natural Acres market on Saturdays. Sundays are full of church activities and helping out with Bible Bowl...learning a lot about Exodus and Joshua, but not as much as the kids are! This past weekend was extra special because of a surprise visit from my friend Tom from Texas. It was so good to see him again! The family is doing well...Christian is finishing up his senior year at Halifax high school and is knocking himself out taking AP classes, playing basketball, and is signed up for track this spring. Jonathan is off in Arkansas attending Harding, Feesh is in Texas doing mission training (She'll be headed for Honduras this spring, Lord willing!), and Angelina is in California working with a church there. I'm planning to go visit her for a week or two this May/June, and I am totally pumped about it! I can hardly wait to see her again! Hmm...what else...Oh, Grandpa has "retired" from his work at Natural Acres and is planning to spend this year globe trotting and pursuing some of his other dreams. Right now he is in Ghana with a group from our church, and from the newsletters it sounds like he is having a good time taking soil samples, trying to find out why egg yolks over there are pale, and singlehandedly trying to improve the nutritional value of Ghanaian food. Gotta love him, lol... That about wraps it up. I really should update more often so I don't feel compelled to make dull, informative entries like this. I know that most people don't bother with xanga anymore, but I still appreciate reading the entries of those who still do, and find it very encouraging.
Just a few pictures to end... Hoang, my Vietnamese brother 

 Feesh and me when she was home for Christmas...
 Mom and Dad all bundled up
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| Wisdom.... Man's hand assaults the flinty rock and lays bare the roots of the mountains. He tunnels through the rock; his eyes see all its treasures. He searches the soures of the rivers and brings hidden things to light. But where can wisdom be found? Where does understanding dwell? Man does not comprehend its worth, it cannot be found in the land of the living. The deep says, "It is not in me"; the sea says, "It is not with me." It cannot be bought with the finest gold, nor can its price be weighed in silver.
God understands the way to it and he alone knows were it dwells, for he views the ends of the earth and sees everything under the heavens. When he established the force of the wind and measured out the waters, when he made a decree for the rain and a path for the thunderstorm, then he looked at wisdom and appraised it; he confirmed it and tested it. And he said to man, "The fear of the Lord - that is wisdom, and to shun evil is understanding." ~from Job 28 Some days I walk out of my philosophy class in a daze, with my perception and sense of reality shaken...wondering what in the world is knowable and solid, and how and why these long-dead philosophers twisted reality in so many ludicrous and painful ways. It's such a comfort to walk out into a real world, with real trees, real air, a real blue sky and a real cold breeze to zap the convoluted abstracts out of my head...a comfort to come home and read a solid definition of wisdom in the Bible that fits with common sense and is balanced and practical... ....and to read a chapter on Immanuel Kant.  It also was wonderful to find that Dad started the coal stove so the living room was nice and warm, and that Hoang made a delicious supper. (He's getting to be quite independant in the kitchen!)
Hebrews 11 is a great read...faith is such a big idea to wrap your head around! Trusting that God is faithful and true...even if we don't see the results in our lifetimes...and in that knowledge living as pilgrims in a far away land, waiting till we can go home to our native country - wow. Anastasia
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| Sooo....College.
So many new things to learn, and it makes me excited! ...I know, I know, I'm such a geek to be so happy about learning, and at HACC, moreover, but I refuse to be apologetic about it. 
I had a good day. ...even though it rained and I was cold from morning to night ...even though I payed outrageous prices on textbooks ...even though I had to sit in a horrendous traffic jam ...even though it was a bad hair day ...even though I waited for half an hour in an empty classroom waiting for a class that doesn't start for a whole month (oh goodness, I'm an idiot, lol...)
Nice. And now I have homework and I'm really tired.  That's about it.
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.
Ok?
<3 Anastasia
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| This week has passed so fast! Sunday night I (and some of the coolest people around) went to Laurel's Aunt's Bed and Breakfast. We got to stay there till Tuesday, and it was amazing! We shared two gorgeous rooms, three bathrooms, a sitting room and a kitchen and had more fun than should be allowed.  This was the garden room.
On Monday we spent the morning making goodies for our all-out girlie tea party. Aunt Flo is a wonderful cook and gave us lots of good ideas! This is Angelina putting the glaze on the best dessert pizza I ever had. =)
And of course we had to look the part of the type of splendid ladies who have tea parties... Roseanna in all her splendor
Angelina and I...
Bek and Felicia...aka Anne of Green Gables and the Lady of Shalott...
Our garden tea party...
It was fantastic. ...That day was really, really hot, but that didn't stop us from being the most elegant, sophisticated, ladylike (er...or not =P) ladies you could dream of. We had a cookout and stayed up late watching movies, and the next day we toured a really old house, antiqued and visited this amazing little ice cream shop called the Jigger Shop. Then there was a crazy thunderstorm that we watched from our room...
...Then we drove home.
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| Let your conversation always be full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone. ~Colossians 4:6
"Do not fear what they fear: do not be frightened", But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, keeping a clear conscience... ~1Peter 3:14-16 I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of "God for the salvation of everyone who believes. ~Romans 1:16 We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God. ~2Corinthians 5:20 I have such a hard time actively pointing people to God, but it's something these verses really challenge me toward. It's one thing to talk about Christ to people who agree with me, to people who share the same hope and salvation, and something entirely different to say the things to the people who ultimately need it most. Jesus said that we were supposed to shine our lights for the world to see, but sometimes it feels like the only time I really let my light shine is when I'm in a safe Christian environment. The whole point of shining is to light up the darkness, isn't it? Another thing... I try to apply my faith to every aspect of my life...my work, my fun, my words, my actions. Yet I rarely give God the God the glory for that. If I am an encouragement, if I help somebody, if God uses me to show his love to somebody and I don't let it be known that it's all because of him, they'll just think I'm a nice person or something. I'll get the glory, instead of God. And that's wrong. But on the other hand, a lot of the time I fail big time at being the person I'm supposed to be and I'm afraid that if I am publicly aligning myself with God as his ambassador, that my failings will reflect on God. How do you give God the glory for all the good things in your life, be honest about your flaws, and at the same time let it be known that all the bad things have nothing to do with Christ? Just some thoughts.... What do you think? | | |
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