Today's life is so routine.....Sing K during lunch....bball at evering.... nothing special...
DIng, I haven't palyed well today...I mean in shooting....like... 2 out of 7?? anyway.......so inconsistent...... and need to…
Nothing much to say today.....I am jsut bored to DEATH!! LIFE SUX!!! and at the same time I found that I have no "gay tok" currently....that's not gd...
Feel so fricking bored these days..... I really think if I miss something in my life.....
Why there's always win and lose? I mean... in my mind, if I failed to achieve something, I regarded myself as a loser... when I g…
I said my last msg doesn't refer to anybody, wtf......... I wrote that msg coz.... I saw Curtis had been so eager in making his xanga gay, I just wanna refine wut a nerd is :).....
As u know, I was once a nerd too, yea…
umm....need to say sth here.... I am not describing anybody in my last msg...I was jsut trying to write down wut I think about nerds....I was once a nerd b4, seriously, form F.2-5.... umm.... if that makes u ppl think of…
since everybody talks about teh definition of gay in their xangas, I would like to say sth here too:)
um....maybe let's talk about nerds instead....... coz Curtis is already the definition....
U look like a nerd when:
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oh, according to CHris and Rob, I think the most desperate member of E4 is hitting on 6 girls at the same time...probably 2 more guys.........NO WAY
Yay, Kai finally starts to update his xanga, hahha, all E4s are in Xanga now, cool
E4... a name that I haven't mentioned in xanga for quite a while.... yeah, dunno what's going on now for the gay F2.... so many rumors a…
So flustrated today....... so went sing K with my Raimondi friends.... didn't sing much though since I am goign to have a great K nite tomolo..... so as the same time I didn't sing well....... especially when I saw some …
I just saw Doctor Smiley today......coz I couldn't sleep well at nite periodically...
Here is the comment form him.....
smiley168888: ah...smiley168888: must be the nogf syndrome
nogf syndrome.... this is a pretty ser…
wow, I start wearing contact lens today.... not very used to that yet...... hope I will feel better soon....
And I am surprised that I changed my hairstyle at the same time....hahaha.... I think it's okie ge....that dep…
hahah sing K again today....wow...2 ppl for 4 hrs....my voice's so tired..... but we sang quite well today, lol
Eason's "the lost nation" is so gd.... kinda hard to sing well but the song is incredible... Gwun, maybe th…
Forgot to post this last nite......... so nice to chat with u last nite...
"gap" or not really determines if a couple to stay together or not... I have the same feeling as u too......sometimes I also think if we can be …
Went to the reception today... haha it was so cool.... the freshmen were like....what should I say..diversed? Some of them arequiet but others were much more talkative than I expected... hehe, quite happy to meet new ppl…
Went to a Chinese Restaurant today...but eating wasn't my main point... Talking did I guess....coz I hadn't eaten much... the breakfast made me too full to eat...
We talked about lots of stuffs right? ( <-- If u agre…
Finally............... Nerds win...............If u know wut I mean............... Yipper, I know what u exactly felt in November. Life really sux....
Yeah, I know that my person, as a whole, has many flaws.....and the …
wow, I bought 6 bks today in Book Exhibition...umm...It shoudl be equal to the total number of books I bought over the past 3 yrs.... not textbooks I mean..haha...
NOthing much I have really done today except that......…
Could not update my website yesterday nite..the server was down...
Umm... what have I done yesterday... yeah, SIng K again! However, I sang like shit... obviously my voice could not stand for 2 Ks in 2 days... actualyl …
Haven't got enough sleep for the 3rd consevutive nite... It's reasonable if I couldn't sleep for the first 2 nites... but I am fine now, so wut's going on!?
Yesterday nite when I was trying to get to sleep, someting rea…
Yeah that's life Curtis, life really sux somehow...but we still need to enjoy that anyway....that's y I seemed get back up everytime after I fall...but of coz, I need ed help too or I would have tortured myself for much …
Finally..it comes to an end.. But I am nto down anymore...maybe I should say..I ahve no damn right to get damn down...
WHEN STH"S NOT FOR U, IT"S NOT FOR U
Umm... today I met my Raimondi Friends.. it's a nice meeting though... eah haven't seen them fo a yr :)...wow congratations Kevin, wow Yale man! so hard to get in, lol
I sang K again today.... yeah it's s gd way to expr…
Yeah rite, when sth's not gonna happen, it's NOT gonna happen (ding, wtf I am tlakig about) so I should look forward.....at least, have a gd sleep tonite first
This will be my goal Next semester...
1) My Heart will be …
maybe....my life sucked since F.4........
THe class... forgive me for saying these here... y I picked that... that doesn't really suited me...coz I like math, and I gave up studying a more interesting subject... and the…
Dun worry ppl, I am not committing suicide now.. just getting very emotional
I posted like 10 msgs today..remember to press "next 5" and cc
LIFE SUX
I really have some much to type today... just getting emotional...
for these days in HK, I really want to thank u, Joanne...hahha u should feel happy to se ur name mentioned here Lucky u are the one who listened to my …
Am I that bad........!? like except I dun care about anything when I am concentrating on a thing, and...sometimes too nerdy and stubborn and....sometimes little woman-like... I think I am in-general a gd guy right? what'…
btw, I psoted too many msgs today, so remember to press "next 5" at the bottom of the page:)
maybe what i have done during my Hisgh School senior was a mistake too.....
sorry Angela.....I am not " a cannon after a horse" here.....but what I am saying is wut I exactly feel after I come to Cornell.........
I apo…
I tried my best... feel better man...
Y I am not studying in HK now!? Universities in HK are still cool...... and life sucked in Cornell....what had I learned there? It's shit! WHat I had done there? nothign much better…
sometimes I hope I am not myself...like I can be another person...
I think I am the only one gives oneself tsuch a bitter life.........life sux
life sux.......2 really bad things happened at approximately the same time today
Just knew the truth...haha...a crying laugh is the only thing I can do
Loss my job...y didn't I try to find a HKU job b4
probably can't …
And I wanna thank all my friends who encouraged me and gave me advises.....I really dunno what's going on now
The news sucked so much ppl.... it's like thousands of bullets hitting me at the same time...life really sux.....
Though I dunno the truth yet...I better surrounder first, like....I really dun wanna have expectations an…
I can't sleep last nite again... coz... I was too excited? or too worried?? I dunno....
bean, dun be that down...like everyguy must face that at least once in their lives... I did too, so it's okie...look forward man...u may still ahve chance in the future..come on, let's chee :)
but thx for telling me... …
I am sooooooooooo tired now!! after volunteer work and bball...
Umm...today's volunteer work lei... my elder was the most "ma fan" among all I served b4... she wasn't even willing to looking around....oh well...it's oki…
wow...I slept for 10+ hrs last nite...but still very tired.maybe coz I could not sleep the nite b4 ...too excited??
yeah my friend, thx for telling me my life is unbalanced somehow..lol ur phrase is soooo descriptive, …
watched Minority Report today... quite gd wor... It's long and....fantastoc!? lol... But I could not concentrate though... umm... coz ur eyes weren't feeling very well... lucky u felt better afterwards ja:) Thx a lot for…
Sang K today and met my old friend... haha u are still as humorous as b4, huh! Anyways, dun worry about the ALevel result, look forward man~ Gwun's right, u should take the chance of studying abroad... coz... ui will was…
But guess...which sentence is most important to me?
umm....the lyrics of this song is so funny.... exactly suit for this diary type website:)
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ai....just coem back form basketball...really could not revocer after the illness.... I could neither run nor shoot.... maybe I shouldn't have gone there.....and take more rest... anywayz, at least I know that I need to …
FInally I can go out tonite!! yay!! Recovered!! Staying home sux!!
umm....hopefully I can get tickets by tomolo... there's only 1 show in the morning... cc if it's full la.... Buying tickets will be my main activity tom…
hey! It's like everybody starting a Xanga now! so funny... But guess wut, I am the one who post most msgs! I regard this as my diary!..... coz I want everybody to check my site everyday...... better than changing ICQ and…
umm....if u meant me again.... thx a lot :) coz at least it'e not realyl impossible now.... and I am not depressed now, lol
ai...home=prison... it's sooooo boring to stay home for the whole day! can't do anything special! can't eat great food! no Cheesecakes! NO icecreams! No instant noodles!!!!!!
dunno y no matter how long I slept this afte…
ai...life sux....can't eat my favorite food now...for a couple of days.... ho charm! Eating is one of my hobbies....ai....now I can only eat congee.... give me good pls!
um.... dun think about that song too much, my friend.... that song is gd and brought u memories.... but u told me u have to put that aside.... or I should say, let that fade away.... so u better not listening to that son…
Thx ppl :) at least I am not dead yet..hoho... and I can spend more time to post more msg here today, as I ahve nothing to do but staying home...
Nth much to write though... oh, as a remark of my last postage... I do re…
If the one u mentioned is me, I am really sorry... I just wrote down what I feel and thinking thru this diary-type website........ I am really sorry I didn't intend to make u feel bad also.......
Let me make it clear no…
Can't believe that my situation is even worse at thsi moment..like the painkillers worked well....but I suddenly have fever, damn, 102 F....It's like haven't been this sick for yrs... Injection, medicine, sleep...LIFE SU…
I can't believe that apart form my unbalanced mind, I am physically sick too........
I could sleep last nite, coz of my severe adoman-ache.... that sux..haven't eaten anything so far.... I can even believe thhat I threw…
no, I bet not even 60 seconds..... I understand..... Life sux, and it can't be perfect.....
Yes, it's okie...at least I am not last..................
To those who did well in ALEVELs..congrats:)
To those who have done "badly", it's okie ppl, it;s not the end of the world... choices are around the conrer, so dun give up:) somehow life is not that suck, just make some …
people, my new mobile phone # is 60233649....remember
wow....played basketball for so long today....really tired.... thx for Chris and Rob....we won so many games today, haha.... and I found out y I had inconsistent touch b4.... I can fix that now.....heheh later on see see…
Thanks very much tonite....for listening to my annoying speech....that did make me fee better now and less moody...thx...As I said u're a gd lsitener, lol, I may do the same thing later on this summer , gege
That really…
I suddenly wanna jump off the bridge now....Yipper let's find a higher one in Ithaca...
Again, my quote....Life sux....
yeah..I am back to school...and see buddies getting their results...although not as gd as I thought of, but take that eas yo...
But I wasn't in my best mood...coz...I found that I no lon…
Maybe I should ahve posted this much earlier... when I met u yesterday, u looked really tired and sick... it's the first time I ever saw u like that...that made me worried u know....it's certain that something's bothered…
Sometimes I just wonder what I feel and what i think right now... like I am telling ppl I dun care anymore.... but Am I? I really dunno what's goign on.... yeah I sucked:) and that's y I am below avg
To all my friends who is getting that freaking exam result tomolo.....gd luck :)
Actually some of u dun even care....coz I bet u did well man....but to others....I am worried.....just gd luck....I may see ur ppl tmr
I just wanna tell u ppl here....ignore my grammer....I am just typing what's in in brain right now..grammer? what the heck is it?
haha...accidentally posted that private msg...
u know Yipper, LIFE SUX....we have to admit that we are WAY below avg.... a month ago..actually 1.5 months ago what i heard of that, I was like...wtf and feel shitty.... he…