A matter of the heart....?

Lately I've thought a lot about vrginity. Like, not in a sick perverted way, but seriously. Like, whats it mean to you? Is your first time just a physical thing? Or is i so much more than that? Should it even matter, I mean, its gonna happen anyways...so whys it so important, right?

Well, I think that people go into their first time in all the wrong ways. I think it is one of the most important moments in someones life. It's SO much more than filling a physical void... its got everything to do with emotion, and i think people really overlook that aspect of sex sometimes. And when and if it does happen, i think you should talk about it. tell your best friend. tell your brother. tell someone. i think its really ...unhealthy to keep something as big BIG as that bottled up inside to your self...

Well, I'm crunchin on time, and i cant say a whole lot right now, soo, yea, lemme know what you think.

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Today...consists of me, doing manly yardwork...getting blisters on my hands from the manly stuff....and helping an old lady move into an apartment. I think I'm pretty cool.

Hands hurt though, ouch.

A quick question, whats your take on feminism? Do you think women should be allowed/expected to do any and everything a man does? Should a woman be chosen for a job that a man would ovbiously do?

Lemme know what you think...

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LOVING being in LOVE

New pic...like?

Have you ever spent the whole day with the one you love? Have you ever just layed there and talked about nothing, and yet it meant everything? Being in love never ceases to amaze me....

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I FINALLY GOT A SWIMMY SUIT!!! Hit me up for the pool son!

DOUBLE EDIT

...Can you double edit..?

and my boo...

...yes, my friends..that is a ...pink dress. So cute so cute.

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I am the luckiest girl in the world.

I feel like I'm living a fairytale.

Being in his arms is amazing.Last night, at the fireworks, I felt like I was in a movie. I felt like I'd just stepped into some big, perfect, unrealistic world of make believe romance. It was so surreal. I still don't know if I believe what all went on. It was like a scene out of a movie. A chic flick. I was in his arms, and there were fireworks in the background. I don't know of a time I've ever felt as happy as I did then. I wanted to cry. And when he kissed me, it felt like so much more than that. Its like it was a kiss, but within the kiss was everything. Everything a kiss is supposed to be. And the walk, the walk was as amazing as the fireworks. I'm a big pansie, and when my feet hurt, what did he do? He offered to carry me. And when the sprinklers were gonna get me wet, what did he do? He made sure I wasn't gonna get wet. And when I got all girlie and creeped out, what did he do? He got us a ride home. He took me home. He took me out of my uneasiness, and took me home. And then laying in the grass with him made me feel like nothing could ever go wrong. Ever. Last night was perfect. Nothing short of complete perfection. I felt whole last night. Like that's how its supposed to be. Like being with him.... perfect.

I am the luckiest girl in the world.

Life is good, eternal life is better.

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