well today is a new day and everything that's happening to me this summer is interesting. I really don't want to go to mexico and get an operation i'm scared i'm such a weak link. i hope nothing bad happens to me though or at least whateever it is i have it's not serious. i hope i really don't miss on anything while i'm gone though. the whole thing with daniel is old news i get hurt, cry, he tells me he loves me, i believe him. same old shit nothing new so i'm not suprised. i'm going to be okay as long as i keep my head up and believe that with all this God has a plan for me. i hope this passes as king david once said "this too shall pass"  

This Too Shall Pass

If I can endure for this minute Whatever is happening to me, No matter how heavy my heart is Or how dark the moment may be- If I can remain calm and quiet With all the world crashing about me, Secure in the knowledge God loves me When everyone else seems to doubt me- If I can but keep on believing What I know in my heart to be true, That darkness will fade with the morning And that this will pass away, too- Then nothing in life can defeat me For as long as this knowledge remains I can suffer whatever is happening For I know God will break all of the chains That are binding me tight in the darkness And trying to fill me with fear- For there is no night without dawning And I know that my morning is near. ...Helen Steiner Rice