that's when i really wish i've got a big brother.
a big brother to be right there for me & tell me what to do.

blarrhhh.

i hate it when i'm down.

FINEFINE. no one loves to be down but shut up.
i'm upset now so i've got ALL rights to say whatever i want here.
NEHHHHH.

ah.

i hate myself for being so selfish yet, idk,
i just feel so damn inferior & i don't want to commit just so that i won't hurt you.

i miss sarawak trip.
when there was huiling, zhongjie, yibin & auntie fengzhen.

don't ask me why auntie fengzhen either.
i just miss her nice-ness.

oh, i miss the teens there too.
shiwen, papa bear, mr popular & the guy who keeps saying i look  like a twenty year old lady. ):

gah.

& spencer's so busy now i don't want to bother him.

A;ASD;FLAKS DJF;LASK J;FLK ;ALK J.

why don't i have a big brother!
then he'll be able to help me.
teach me what to do.
give me advices.

gah.

it's my fault.
my fault for being selfish.
my fault for wanting to be single.

big brother where are youu.