our new principle(i'm sincerely sorry for forgetting her surname.!) 'shared' during chapel yesterday & she talked about starting & ending well.

i've been trying to start well but, I CAN'T SEEM TO GET STARTED ON WHAT I SET OUT TO DOOO.
HOWWWWWZZZXXXXX.

blahhh.
annoyingannoyingannoying.

anyways, school has been rather alright.
i'm enjoying the company of my lovely friends<3
thank God for buddies, really.
& thank God for placing really good friends who are able to tolerate my nonsense in my life(:
i love you buddies, you know who you are!(since i've never stopped proclaiming my love for you!)

well one of the greatest challenge's that
it gets so tough to love someone.
i'm learning!i am!
it's never easy to love someone you aren't exactly close to sincerely
& it's certainly much harder to love people who have hurt you before.
oh yes, i find it really hard to love people who freak/freaked me out.

well i'm doing my best.
help me Lord. i'd love to love.
i'd love to be sincere & love all those around me.
please give me the patience & determination to do so.!

oh yes, i'm looking forward to sunday school(:
i'm glad to have xiaoke & zeling as daoshis
it's so much easier to open up & go to them when i've got problems.
& of course, i don't feel awkward when asking questions.
do pray for me though!
it's combined classes this year & i really hope i'll be a good sister-in-christ
& love the sec threes(& the batch i'm taking toooo!) especially the guys.
i mean, you know.. guys tend to be a lil more annoying & childish & whatnot..
i pray hard that i'll be able to love them all, truly care for them & be a good role model.

Thankyou God for bringing me through all this setbacks.
i've learned alot. Change me Lord.
Amen.

alright. it's tennn. TIME TO SLEEEEPPP!
(yes i sleep at ten everyday now. SURPRISING, NO?)

goodnightt.