And It's Not Easy Tonight I'm such a fucking pushover that I may have lost something that is really important to me, my instinct was to just stay and be a cool cat, stay quiet.......instead I left, I came back- and I cr…
Hold Your Breath for Us 17 days and I gain weight.... Ugh new control I need a new form of control.. I'm on Birth Control and I have the munchies... they just switched my pills so screw this. I am going to be extra go…
Dream It While You Can I'm not paniced as much as I was. But I do believe I am sweating tonight. My mom suggested going shopping for Christmas Clothes.. which almost turns my stomach over doing loop de loops. Trying …
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This Heart Ain't Free Spent most of my day on the phone yesterday so I didn't get my sorry butt to the gym. And I gained a half pound again. Which is a wee bit upsetting. I'm pretty OK so far.. I had a salad today an…
We're Just Throwing Rocks ugh. So I gained a half pound from my lil eat fat fest yesterday. So I'm all over avoiding and forgoing eating tonight. I took a long hard look in the mirror and I have such a long way to go .…
Coming to Meet You The Long Way Round So I didn't lose a pound not only that I kinda goofed with lunch today with a sandwich of a veggie burger, cheese, bread and hummus.... not only that but I also managed to pack awa…
You Keep Me Running Where You Are So I lost my .5 pound... I dunno sometimes I go out and I'm laughing and having a good time and sipping a light beer- (nursing the shit out of it more or less) and It's just what I need…
But You Can't Tell One From Another I'm about to go out. If I can play my cards right I can avoid a big dinner. Maybe just chill in- work it off at night. I've been steady on this one, worthless number- I'm getting qu…
I've Wasted Time With Everything I've Done I am so frustrated- monetarily I'm screwed cos my bank made a 'mistake' a 250 dollar 'mistake'... and I just wanna ransack the house for anything to just chow down on- but I ma…