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119- there are two things I am Ok with -by that (did that make sense?)Doesn't matter.Anyway I had my birthday Bash and I don't cry over the booze I drank. I knoew I'd gain weight- and I don't have too much more to say …
My life is in SHAMBLES!I have good things- I have amazing friends-but things are falling apart around me and I can't help feeling absolutely, and completely thouroughly hopeless and helpless to change it .. I can't fix t…
I am working really hard and I'm not losing anyweight and I wanna know why...rightfuckinnowcos I don't need this shit. I just need to lose weight.
I did so so so so bad todayBut it is my birthday tomorrowso I guess I'll take this weekend and run like hell on it.I don't like where I am in life.Maybe I'm just going to have my pancake tomorrow and try to avoid all oth…
I'm down to one meal a day..... keep on trucking. I'm going to the gym tonight... there's a long workout ahead of me.My Winterbelles is up to 436But.. I gained weight...I'm a real anglophile so.. I'm switching to Kilo's…
Dear Jen,I know- I have been terrible to you lately. I keep racing, and I never settle down for an instant. And I keep running those memories as soon as you close your eyes; turning over heartbreaking moments as soon as …
FUCK!I FUCKED UP! SHIT SHIT SHIT
I have my period.... that makes me feel a whole lot better. Cos My body just hates me-that salad and grilled vegetable sandwhich did not make me gain 5 lbs.
SON OF A SHIT I'LL NEVER BE THIN
I bought the CUTEST Sweater Dress! I used to wear these things like Everyday when I was in Kindergarten- I look Superfabulous in them- and as planned when I tone up a lil more- I'll look reaalllly smoking lolita-esque i…
Yeah- I'm not eating anymore tonite. My good guy friend saw what a wreck I had been for most of the week (my family has drama like you would not believe) and guy trouble. O well, I'm weak. Anyway he brown bagged me a l…
WinterBellesLiquid Fast- 15 ptsCals- 400 - although Liquid Only (tomato juice and a protien shake)- 10 ptsExcercise @ Gym for 65 mins (i'll yoga tonite too)- 20 ptsWater 8 glasses- 15 ptsSleep 4 hrs- 10 ptsGained Weight-…
Hello My name is Jenand I am a fuck up. Welcome to my nightmare. I have made eating mindlessly a true art form.No Winterbelles points today- I dont deserve any.
Family came over- had dinner with them.. the gym was closed today.. all around it was a pretty lousy day. PERIOD.A measly 20 points today for Winterbelles. 116.5 ugh ugh ugh ugh.I'll have a better day tomorrow. For SUR…
Ugh I feel terrible.. I ate too much.Winter Belles stuff.Cals- over 1000 I know. (-5)Excercise- Gym for 1 hr 45 mins *(40)Water- 6 glasses *(10)Sleep 9 hrs -*(20)I'm going to say I binged- I didnt really but I fucked up.…
OOOh- ChallengeI love this song..... I'm going to buy a new album when I drop to 110... maybe a lil flirty skirt too.Sooo... today could have been better although I don't think I'm letting down my Team....Just gotta kee…