I'm not as perfect as her yet.......But I Will BeI am coming to grips with my fatty bits. Maybe I won't shed all of them. I said before that I want to at least get to 100 lbs. That's what I want. I won't ever be mode…
I have a couple good days then I eat too much on the third or fourth. That is positively frustrating.If I put my mind to it and actually follow it. I have a pretty decent diet all planned out that may help me lose ten l…
Today I saw a girl. She was freaking skinny and I stared at awe in her thermal shirt, and her skinny jeans....(her shoes were atrocious gross old flip flops) and her hair was even stick like.... DAMN.Ugh this year i got…
Sometimes life seems so nice. So perfect. Sometimes a moment just matches up. Sometimes you really just with that one day would last forever.I'm alrighty weight wise...been eating crap sometimes but keeping pretty even.
Someday.........I binged-ish last night. Yuck. So when I got on the scale this morning it said 116.5My intake today however was pretty nice.Quite OK.I'm feeling displaced. Seems like I went so far emotionally to onl…
So many things have changed I don't know even where to start.I do know that I am a terrible mess... and maybe if I write things out again I'll be better.I'm at a un-scary 115.5What I'd like to see is 105 soonish.I'm just…