| i've moved back in with my parents. i just couldn't take my ass roomate any longer. Plus seeing him fuck my x didn't help me emotionally either so i left. i got a job at target now. i'm much more happier. i'm finally letting go of what people want me to be and becoming who i am.
i'm going to start college pretty soon. Kinda looking ford to that kinda scared. i'll do ok. im falling asleep on here so im going to go to bed and yes it is 3 in the afternoon but good working everyday is making me so tiered. Blessed Be . |
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| Update Wow i'm writing a lot more lately. i have three other journals online that i keep up with. i don't this one becuase i hate my name. Anime Is My Life. i mean it is but ish. Anyways i may think of a reason to write in here more. i'm making a role playing game. YAY! Anyways gtg just wanted to tell you all that my life is pretty perfect right now. |
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| well i'm going to create a new one of these. i'm going to start going on it more. i'll write my new one on here when i make it but i hate the top anime lover or whateer it says lol i i'm heading back from my raod trip tomorro....well today. i ment someone down here but now that i'm leaving they ont talk to me. We were going to go on a date but someone else gopt jealous. Lets just say it was a night but maybe it was for the best. |
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| Life of meaningless sex! i was up all night tonight and could not sleep. i have alot on my mind as usual but this time its diffrent. Most of the time i'm all like o look at me im so emo! Blah blah blah! But now im fine but im just not understanding life at all. Its really hard to be apart of this world and keep my views and opinions when everyones trying to morf me into what they believe. i have strong views on subjects but im only human now. And one that i really don't understand, is the one about sex. How is it that sex can be so meaningless. Why do you have to fuck someone just becuase they are their? Is it really true that everyone shouldn't control they emotions and desires? They make it seem like it's impossialbe to have even the slittest bit of selfcontrol. It is so weired to me that people think kissing is something deeper then sex. i just don't get it. No kissing isn't part of a "friends with benifits" relationship but sex is? What the hell people? i'm not saying i know what it is suppost to be but come on. i hope and have faith it's not what people twristed it to be. |
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| My life is a reality show! i was thinking about alot of stuff lately. After everything ive been throw this year or even all the shit ive been into these few months, i worked for something in my life that i achieved. Right now in my life im at the piont where im happy. And even though it may sound crazy, i would do it all again, exacty the same way to. Kinda weired and hard to say b/cs its kinda suprizing saying it. At the end of 2005 my gaol was to do ten things in 2006 that i never done before and i achieved that. im so proud of my self. Even though i could of done that goal alot easier who really ever acheives their new years goals. The only thing i would change in my life would be not to cause so much pain in other peoples life. i went throw alot but im so glad i did. It was a huge learning experiance of a life time. Even throw i have alot more to learn and a long way to go. ive became so strong and i dont let things get to me so much. Plus also ill stand up for myself more and ill tell anyone my opinions no matter who you are. Now i cant wait for what this year is going to bring. im just hoping im up for the ride. In this year the one thing that i learned is "Everything Changes' You Never Know What To Expect". 2007 is going to be insain! i can just feel it. |
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