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Sunday, October 05, 2008
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Currently Listening
The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (The Complete Recordings)
Helm's Deep
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008
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Currently Listening
The Departed
By Soundtrack
see relatedEmpz went and tagged me....so here it is. 15 absolutely random facts about me that I listed off the top of my head.
1-- I usually loathe this type of 'fill out the list' thing. Especially, especially, because the list has to be all about me.But what the hell. I'll do one this time, since its xanga.2--During 4 years I figure skated, I got stabbed in the back with someoneelse's blade, stabbed myself in the thigh when I fell-the scar is still veryvisible and large-and hit the ice and wall head first. Thank god those wereevenly spaced out, otherwise I might have ended up a real wreck, haha...
3--Texan born and bred. Yet somehow I've never 'lived up' to the sterotypes; I've never shot (or owned) a gun, ridden a horse, worn cowboy boots, or been an undying 100% Republican.
4--I can't believe I'm actually admitting something this...personal, but here goes: I've never had an 'official' boyfriend. While I'm not opposedto the idea, I don't find the lack of one particularly devastating, either.Because of this, my tia has said 'You're going to be the old maid with lots of cats' and peolpe have asked 'Are you lesbian?', and on fewer occasions 'Are you going to become a nun?'. I've ignored the first, responded sarcastically to the second, and given a careless but polite answer to the third. The simple is answer is that I rather 'wave at the opportune moments as they pass me by.' That and I make being picky an art form.
5-- Remember Child's Play? Chuckie? For some reason this scared me shitless as a child, and it was so bad that I wouldn't even go into video stores. Even now, if I so happen to see that leering imaging of the chubby -red-headed doll with the preternaturally demonic expression on that child's face, I actually react to it by gasping in fright, and then slap myself for having such a childish reaction of something I no longer fear. Damn vestiges......
6--I have way too many ambitions for this short mortal life. Achieving something like becoming the next Celine Dion, Diane Sawyer, Rupert Murdoch, Hilary Clinton and J. K. Rowling is not going to be an easy feat, and probably notfeasible with the limited time in my life. Probably. Someone has got to makethe first step, right?
Ambitious much? Absolutly. But reality will probably ground me soon enough, and force me to choose one thing. But for now, I can dream. And work towards the goals I'm able to.
7--I don't like referring to myself as one political party or the other,because I don't agree with either of them 100%.
8-- Although I've only ever done one musical with a relatively minor role, I miss it like crazy. The participation, the feeling of working together withother people to create something, and above all, the fact that the stage is away to tell a story.....I miss it all. Which makes unfortunate that I neitherfeel like I have the talent to pursue anything in theater, and that I havechosen a vastly different career path. ....but that’s life for ya.
9--I dressed up as Rainbow Bright for Halloween when I was 7. My mother madethe most amazing costume, complete with the puffed up leg tubing, big wig, andRainbow Belt. I loved that costume so much, because it showed just how much mymother cared for my love of the character to take the time and make an identicalreplica of the character's costume. But for some reason, she gave it away.....=(
10-- I've never been out of the country. Which is something I plan to makeup for in the next 5 years of my life.
11-- My hair is long. Past my waist now. When I wear it down, total strangerswill compliment me and say 'Gosh, what long beautiful hair!' which usuallymakes me feel very awkward, but I politely thank them anyways. I've been sayingthat I'll cut it like Yuna from FFX2 for years, but have yet to do so.
12-- I tend to find black humor of the most perverse sort vastly amusing. Most,but not all-some things just should be mocked.
13-- Shopping is a long, drawn-out, and painful experience for me, because I am ridiculously particular about what I wear, what its made out of, where its from, and will this even be good to wear next year without looking dated? Iattempt the 'classically trendy' look.....ja. Laugh at my folly.
14-- I've had xanga for.....3 years now? Something like that. My own little space of the web empire that for some reason I still hold onto.
15--I enjoy parties and social outings just as much asany 21-year-old would. Invite me for a few drinks at a bar with some girl friends,or a midnight premier with so many people that we take up an entire row, or to a party where I can dance the night away, and I will be there.But constant solitude is something I'm very accustomed to, and it doesn't bother me in the least.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
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Currently Listening
Flavor of Life
By Hikaru Utada
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So many ideas to write about, so little time to write them. Plus it involves some research, and alas, things such as school and writings to be published must take priority. Here's a few drabbles of life anyways.
~~It takes losing something to realize it's true value, especially when you get it back after a long, long time of not having it. When its something that one usually takes for granted, but something that is as commonly used as, lets say, water.....and then you lose it? Holy crap, the world just seems to stop. And then you want to cry when you get it back.....now I'm not making any sense.
~~I don't watch anime anymore-again, that time thing. Plus I've just outgrown it all. But I still do read Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles. The genius and imagination of CLAMP astounds and confounds me all at once.
~~I need a job. Seasonal Christmas apps, where art thou?
--Quit complaining about gas at $104 a barrel. (Current price this week, right? Or today....). Imagine $500 a barrel. 4 words: oil peaks. Our future. I think it could happen. Do you? Oil is a 'finite commodity' after all....
--Tina Fey rocked as Sarah Palin. She has got to be the best SNL impersonator ever. I think the media may love Sarah Palin as much as they like Obama....and if they don't. Well. Does anyone hear that strange echo of a word? It sounds an awful lot like sexism.
--This song is getting to be slightly painful to hear. Enough said.
--Stories shall be done soon.....inquiry letters are due to be sent out in the next few months. Or several. Any kind of work produced by the human mind can always, always get better.
--Its getting to be a pet peeve of mine, the insults the presidential candidates are hurling at each other. I can't listen to a single speech from either of them without hearing why the other guys sucks and you are so much more fabulous. I am not going to vote for you based on how crappy the other guy's policies are, but at how well you promise to change this country for the better. And the only way I will know that is if you tell me exactly the exact plan, not make promises without the 'how' those promises will be kept. But we don't get to hear the 'how', cause they are both too busy tearing the other down with detailed tirades. Ugh.
--I've started drinking mochas from Starbucks. Which is the only reason I'm still up writing these drabbles of nonsense.I find myself thinking "Sleep? Nah, I don't need that.....too much mental alertness, too much work to get done!" oh boy......I will so regret this in tomorrow, when I'm nodding off during class.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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Currently Reading
The Birth of Tragedy: The Complete Works of Friedrich Nietzsche
By Friedrich Nietzsche
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This is a rather detached discussion of this topic. I'd rather ask people's opinions about this subject than express my own...
Anyways. America's Best Dance Crew has been my only reason for watching MTV at all, and I didn't much to watch the VMA's this year because no one I really cared about was performing
now that Taylor Swift has bewitched Joe, except maybe the Jonas Brothers, and that’s only because they have a decent song or two, only they sound a bit much like they're trying to mimick Maroon 5, but are still too young to pull off the same musical effect. But I digress. I didn't watch it on TV at all, but did hear about the little-fussed about insult hurled at the Jonas Brothers, by none other than this year's host, Russell Brand. I'd never heard the name before, but he's apparently popular in England. And according to him, the Jonas Brother's are a bunch of sissy's for not using their fame and fortune to get any...girls. All because of a silly little abstinence ring and the proclaimed promise to wait for marriage before any sexual activity. I say! Americans and their prudish mannerisms! Ahem. Anyways, that little insult might have gone unnoticed (except maybe by the hordes of teeny boppers enraged because their like totally favorite band in the WORLD was just like, made fun of!), then Jordin Sparks stormed on the stage, an barely concealed expression of anger on her face, and lashed out to the audience 'Not every guy and girl wants to be a slut.' What possessed the MTV teleprompter writer to put that in the script? Also, has a male version of the word 'slut' been invented yet?
Since its the VMA's, of course all manners of insults and sexual, ah, insinuations are going to be made-their echoes bounce around the rafters as much as the music does. But I was under the opinion that what people do or do not do in their bedrooms is a strictly private matter. Unless you make a sex tape. But this makes me think about the whole issue of promise rings and abstinence promises: are they really effective at all? Not that, of course, I'm not doubting the Jonas Brothers' of their fortitude in this issue......but in this age of teen pregnancy at the highest its ever been in recorded social issues history-along with the ages of girls getting pregnant dropping to younger and younger ages-and of courses, STD'S/STI'S on the continual rise amongst sexually active teens...can something as simple as a few words and a ring of metal around one finger stand up against peer expectations of how one should behave, or what you just want to do? There's sex ed, of course; but strangely enough STD'S/STI's are at their highest, along with teen pregnancy. Which is surely a cause to wonder at its effectiveness....and then there's abstinence. Which seemingly also hasn't done much to stop these problems, either.
If you want to avoid getting blown to little blood bits by a bomb or shot in the face, then don't enter the battlefield, right? No sort of promise to yourself or the legions of adoring fans are going to keep anyone from doing what they want.
Condoms are 99.9% effective. What’s not to like about that, other than that itsy bitsy 0.01% ? I prefer the 100% guarantee of just staying out of the battlefield completely. But that’s me. What do you think of abstinence and promise rings? Think they can work? Something needs to work.Edit: I watched a rerun of the show yesterday, and it turns out Mr. Brand apologized on stage after Jordin Sparks snappy comeback. And.....Kanye West's performance was AWESOME. He definitly took a cue from the Beijing Olympics with the drummer and the glow-in-the-dark details. Which only made it even more awesome. But then, its Kanye...how could it not be? ahahah....
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