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Saturday, October 04, 2008
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it's been a little more than a week since i moved in to my dorm.
i'm desperately avoiding freshmen 15, but as the weather gets colder,
my appetite starts to arise, it seems like it's going to be a
tough battle.
i am going to draw a line as of tonight.
i won't give in no matter what.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
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i want to be thin.
not to fit in among strangers i will meet at school,
not to attract random dumbass guys who think with their balls,
but to impress those who i value most,
to win over the hearts of guys who i want to fall for,
and to align the quality of my intelligence with my outer appearance.
i don't consider corps-like skeletal figure a type of beauty: it's mental.
it shows a punished soul.
but i will strive for my style of beauty. a beauty that reflects my true self at all levels.
as much as i want it, i know i will be there soon enough
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
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i don't know how i'm doing it, but
i'm maintaining my weight and even lost a pound.
i want to push myself to do better, and really reach my goal.
49 more pounds to go.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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i did better today. partially because i got sick.
i had a bad migraine from a weird indigestion...
i hope to keep this up without any insomnia.
i can't sleep after starving for hours.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
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i'm starting to eat less, and seeing some progress.
still, a year is a long way, and i never know how i will end up.
i haven't had anything since this morning, and my stomach is
painfully twisting. but with extreme hunger, it's easier to avoid food.
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- Name: Madelyn
- Birthday: 11/17/1988
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 1/29/2007
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